if i was dead I may be happy

I'm a virgin and it is literally killing....to the point were I want to just end my life....there is no point of life if I can't find a woman to love....and if I found a woman I could love I would just distroy her life...I ruin everything....Im going to kill myself

I feel like such a failure. No matter how much or how hard I study I can never do well. I want to give up but I know that's not an option. It just sucks to see my friends studying half the amount I do and then doing twice as well on the same exam. Thinking about school makes me feel depressed... I just want to pack my bags and go home.

how do i suppress my anger when i see my fat-asian-fake-blonde-thick-makeup-on-ex-roommate-who-broke-my-computer-and-never-paid-for-it raising fund for the poor with her asian sorority girls? Gee, I was too broke to buy a new computer back then...

In the Fall of 2011, at around 10PM on a weeknight, I saw a couple having sex on one of the benches outside of the chapel. They stopped and glared at me as I walked by..

Let me add to this race topic since everyone is on it.
I'm an asian female. I grew up in a city where people assume asians are naturally successful and rich. When my dad came over here...he went from being a war strategist to practically nothing.
Half my family are communist. and they want to kill us. So while we don't have a home back in our country, please understand that we love our home here and cherish it. The schools I went to? All African-American and Hispanic. When colleges were looking for students to give scholarships to, we know they weren't looking for students like myself. Race should not play a factor.
Poverty should.
Ya I'm using the fact that I'm poor.
I went out of a school with a 3.98 GPA with no money because I'm not the race society wants me to be.
And You know what? I'm fine. No grudges. But if I see one complaint out there, be sure that I won't hold back.
At least you have uncles who won't try to kill you.
with an axe.
(Also this is not a troll and it would offend me if you thought so)

I tipped the DP Dough guy with 40% and homemade cookies.

When I pull all nighters an McKeldin, I have trouble staying awake, so whenever I get tired, I find an area when people aren't around, take my shoes off, run through an aisle of books, and slide on the ground on my feet. It is a surprisingly good way to stay awake.