fuck i love my mom so much, and my dad, man that old man hates the guts of the person i have become, but shit the guy still loves his son. What the fuck am I supposed to do? The only way he knows how to love is lecture and scold me, like a dominatrix. Lol thats funny im so drunk.

dear world: stop indulging the ego of 20-something yr old guys. most of them dont need the help.

With all respect.....I'm soo fuckn sick and tired of hearing this sht about Trayvon getting no justice on the news. I bet my nuts that most of these monkeys causing these protests didn't even watch the trial to hear all the evidence. What about all those other poor kids who die on a daily basis...yea..why would we care right?/ if the media doesn't air it...it isn't important.

Living in a cold dead robotic world? I wouldn't mind living a more spontaneous life, without these rules and regulations,without this stress of trying to live a life to serve the Man, but hell, I don't know what it is I want. There is always this extremely strong feeling of wanting to live a life outside of this "corrupt" society, of being my own Man, and "being one with nature". It is the same feeling you feel when you first fall in "love" with that angel in disguise. You feel this insatiable urge to either be with her or not be at all, but then you get painfully rejected and even more painfully, you convalesce. In time you realize your own stupidity for ever thinking of a mere human being in such lofty regard. For every euphoric high there is crushingly devastating low. Such is the way our mind works. Beauty and freedom is in the eye of the beholder. For me there is only one desire, I want better goods and services than what I have today. This is a proposition I will never regret, regardless of my mental mood. At worst it is a dull existence, but it is better than living a life based on emotions.

Well fuck it... There it goes again. Dry streak has been extended into fall semester. Wtf am I pose to do? Wait around to get some? I can't keep watching alexis Texas and other randoms

Are there any genuinely nice guys at umd who are actually looking for a relationship? That seems hard to find.

I think it is unattractive when girls shave off their eyebrows just to draw back them on.

Can someone give me something to do tonight? I am alone and want to go somewhere to meet new friends? I am going to drown myself in ice cream and slit my wrists (I'm really not going to)