I become so cynical that when people compliment me, I think they are just being nice or fake. I think I'm a fraud even though I generally deliver good results in my work. I am unappreciative of other people's kindness. I may appear nice and friendly, but deep down I don't understand why people get happy, sad or angery about things that are quite trivial in my mind. I don't know how I get so icy and numb.

I don't get why some girls don't French kiss. A little tongue goes a long way.

I secretly want to be molested by a hot, older woman...

Note to self, Japanese smiles do not post well on facebook. I am now sad ( T _T) \( ^-^)

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I have lost 80% of my motivation to do my job doing access account creation / maintenance since I'll be leaving so I can return to college park. I'll make sure that the accounts more properly made of course... but for the rest what are they going to do, fire me?

I'm kinda turned on by trannys

My boyfriend owes me $1200 that I lent him for Magic the Gathering last May. He has been working fulltime this summer but does not have enough money to pay me back. He has no bills to pay (except $30/mo for his iPad). He has spent all of his money on Magic and such. What should I do?