Every year my expectations take a nose dive. I had dreams of becoming a great scientist, of winning the Nobel, that dream went down the drain when I found out the bureaucracy and partial patronage of the Nobel committee. Then the dream of becoming a great scientist went down the drain when I found out that most science is done in the top 10 elite schools, which only accept the top tenth of the class. I was never in the top tenth of my class. Now I just want a job with a decent salary, but now I find that most companies are already facing a glut of applications and that most workers get laid off after 10 or 15 years without a chance of getting back into workforce. When will my expectations match with reality? When I am homeless? Shit, why are we force fed propaganda from such an early age. All I heard was you can be anything you want, that nothing is impossible. It just makes growing up such a heartbreaking process.

You know what really pisses me off: illogical and stupid people falling over themselves trying to be politically correct. What happens if two asian dudes and two black dudes walk into a room with two asian girls and two black girls? The black dudes ask the asian chicks out, and the asian guys have no interest in dating black girls. Assuming one or both of the asian chicks agree, you now have 4 pissed off people with no options or preferences for each other. You folks get it? Interracial dating is unsustainable for the majority, just like gay marriage. You cannot limit the preferences of others for your own selfish fetishes and self hatred.

My dreams all dead and buried, sometimes I wish the sun would just explode. When god comes and calls me to his kingdom, I'll take all you son's a bitches when I go.

You know what really ticks me off: people saying that they are X years young. That is not how it works. If the original phrase 'X years old' means 'years after you are born' then young would make it mean 'years before you are born' or 'years until you die'. Either this is proof of time travelers or that humanity will live for much longer than we thought it would.

I found out during a bad time that the UMD suicide prevention services are a little underwhelming.

I was so excited to see a dance pad in the TerpZone today until I noticed that it was ITG rather than DDR >.>...Anyhoo, why are the game machines there off? o.O

If I download music off from YouTube onto my smartphone by www.youtube-mp3.org...will I get in trouble? I'm so used to pirating that now I can't even tell if something is legal or not...

Someone wanna help a poor, naive freshman? So my S4 is connected to umd, but I can't access Google Chrome or the Play Store =/