#3355 I think way too much at night to the point of being depressed. I'm fine at all other points of the day, but there is something about the silence of night that really brings out the most thoughtful, but at the same time, the saddest and most repressed parts of myself.

#3354 I want to tell one of my friends that I feel like she really helped me overcome my depression. I didn't have a lot of female friends before, and I didn't think there was much hope for me as the weird, outcast who didn't have any one else to hang out with but creepy guys who only wanted to hook up with me. But we met in lab and just made small talk one day. Now we're friends and I really feel like I wouldn't have gotten through this summer or made it to my senior year without her. Like, I was REALLY depressed and reclusive before, but not anymore. She has a certain peacefulness about her that makes everything seem okay instantly and when I see her we always go apeshit and hug the poop out of each other. I've made more awesome new friends since I've met her, and have been going after a lot more things in life that I want, because I feel that much more comfortable with myself now and have such a great support system behind me. I feel like it started with her.
It's one of the things that I love about UMD; there is so much diversity and colorfulness within the people here that you're bound to find your social niche someday, even if it takes more time than usual.
I wrote this for all the Terps out there who feel ever feel alone, afraid, or lost at any point; you'll meet the people who were meant to come into your life at the right time and they'll help you out as long as you're willing to do the same. Hang in there!

#3353 I'm pretty new to sex, but I have this guy who I hook up with every week. He just comes over whenever and we fuck. But the problem is that I'm so nervous whenever we do it, and I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm pretty sure I'm bad at sex. He probably only keeps coming back because I have big tits and will let him finish on my face/in my mouth. I want to get better, I just don't know how. And I feel so weird asking him this stuff, I don't even know him that well. And it all feels good and what not, I just overthink things and get worked up over it. I need help.

#3352 I am questioning the "training" that the cafeteria cashiers received. Lots of them don't know the actual prices of the foods and wrongly select a different, more expensive option...coughcoughhotdogs

#3351 Everyone thinks I'm focused on a new person too much, and not on school, but I really, I feel like I just don't know what I'm doing in college at all and I'm only staying cause I'm too close to finishing. It still feels like a waste though.

#3350 I'm so mad right now I feel like punching somebody out. I need help.

#3348 I've actually been trying to talk to this girl in my ENES 220 class (well I'm not really trying) since I can talk to her if I want, but there's something about her, she's quite different and don't want her to be like any other girl. I was like if only I knew her name. then I come up here, and coincidentally I find her on this page. Thanks UMD confessions. JESSICA S you are beautiful you must know. Don't worry by the end of the semester I'll let you know who I am, and I'm not one of those skinny nerdy weirdo's that think they know the whole shit in class, so you're fine. :)

#3349 I met him at a party. We talked a lot and had sex. He took my number (even gave me his number) and we texted each other for a few days. He said he would call me after he returned from his summer break.Never heard from him again :(