#6153 I hate contacting customer support. The guy said that his name was Ralph. He sure didn't sound like a Ralph. He sounded more like an Amed or Muhammad or Hamad.

#6152 I know a lot of people struggle and feel bad/depressed because they are holding stuff from other people. If you are in the same position just go and talk to that person. I know its sounds easy in words, but believe it or not this is the best way to go about it. I was in love with a family friend for a good 2-3 years. I didn't tell her because she is much younger than me and the whole situation seemed very bad, very close families big age difference it seemed impossible to me, so I decided to hold it and don't talk to her about it. This 2 years were a complete nightmare no doubt the worst years of my life. I was in depression all the time, I attempted to commit suicide twice, even going to my home country(which I love a lot) didn't help. A lot of my friends started to ignore me because I was always in a bad mood. One day 6 months ago I decided to finally talk to her. I picked the phone called her number and said it all. I told her that she means the world to me, that not a single day goes by without me thinking about her. She ended up saying what I was afraid to hear the whole time - "I am sorry, but I don't have the feelings for you, I have always seen you as a friend and I don't think we can be anything more than that." I am not going to lie the first 2-3 days after "the talk" were extremely bad. I didn't sleep I wasn't sure if I want to live anymore, but that 3 days passed, and I started to feel better. After a week I was no longer depressed. After 2 weeks I found out that the day went by without me thinking about her. Now 6 months after it I feel absolutely f*cking happy and energetic. I want to travel the world. I want to party. I want to go to a big concert mix with people have fun hook up with girls. I realised that her not liking me was actually a GOOD thing, and that this "talk" was one of the best things that ever happened to me. So if you are in the same position go and have the "talk" I cannot guarantee that you would immidiately feel better, but I am pretty sure that you would feel better after a few weeks :).

#6151 I want to be on Julia Y's photo wall.

#6150 I made a post earlier regarding women's preference's for taller men and stating it (#6119). I fully support people's rights for preferences obviously, and myself have a few that I look for in women, as anyone naturally does. I simply wanted to state that there are ways to voice preferences and act upon them in a much more civil way considering how image and perception are important to people, not just the vain and self absorbed.

#6149 Even when I get an "A" in a class I eventually forget the material. I'm therefore kind of hesitant to try getting internships because I feel like I will be clueless. Anyone else have that problem???

#6148 Even if I'm home I don't open the door for the UPS man because the way he knocks sounds like the secret police coming to take me away and I get a mini heart-attack every time.

#6147 My girl is immature. She's still a spoiled rich girl with no sense of responsibility, and has complete dependence on that spoiled lifestyle.

And after 2 years, I realized that this spoiled lifestyle is almost literally the root for the rest of her problems. General laziness, wasting money, dirty as fuck dorm, not wanting to work hard to earn something, spoiled attitude, and more.

She is not a bad person. She has those negative qualities but she's still really great.

But the scary thing is, even though I love her so much, I don't see myself moving in with her or marrying her. I hope college will change her for the better but the spoiled lifestyle is not something I want to deal with in the long run. I am not her caretaker and I don't have time to dedicate my life to her.

And yes, I have talked to her time and time again about this, and she shrugs it off. Or she agrees to try to fix some of her problems but that promise wears off within days.

#6146 This girl broke my heart one day all was fine then the next she broke up with me without any rhyme or reason. But for some reason I still love her and would do anything to have her back. All I want is a chance to fight for what we had but she doesn't want that. Am I asking too much?