#11824 If anyone is still on campus and wants to hangout then they should like this and I'll add them. I'm a girl if that matters.

#11823 Stranger, till I hear your laughter?
Crazy, cause you're all I'm after.
It's a pleasure, It was nice to have met you.
And I'll remember
To never for get you.

Strangest thing that I ever did feel,
I had to make you smile just to prove it's real,
It was the lack of starving attention?
So if you're feeling the symptoms today
All you gotta do is say...

Hello there :)

#11822

#11821 I enrolled into Purdue to study Mechanical engineering. Coming from a different system of schooling, adjusting to the curriculum here was hard and I did not manage to get into ME. All my dreams that revolved around me progressing successfully in ME are crushed. I do not really like my second choice of Professional school and don't really want to face the FYE again, although I know ME is gonna be much harder. I need to get into ME somehow. is there a chance perhaps? please don't try to be demoralizing.

#11820 Alarming desperation
Leads me to believe
With all my shields and protection
It's only me I deceive

#11825 I'm a guy that likes to do yoga. It relaxes me, relieves my stress, improves my flexibility and makes me just generally feel better. But I'm self conscious that it's not a "manly" thing (because I have a very manly personality/beard)and I'm a big guy that you wouldn't normally think does yoga. I feel awkward when I'm in the middle of it(I'm not very good yet), in the living room and my roommates walk into the apartment. There's not enough room in my bedroom. I'm finally getting my own place this fall where I don't have to think about that but for now I'm a closet Yogi, just trying to sneak it in while my roommates are at class/work.

#11819 That moment your girlfriend has this idea of being in an open relationship #winning

#11818 I used to believe in love. I used to be more of a hopeless romantic than I am now. I used to be a guy (yes, I'm a dude) who used to daydream about having a family with the house, white picket fence, dog and other family-like crap in farm-like land or nature. I used to dream of that before a certain relationship. About two or three years after the end of said relationship, I am completely over that ex (which I am happy about) but has been left somewhat, what you might call, empty. Not much in life really excites me anymore. The idea of relationships either fear me (and there's very few, if any, things that fear me so I'm not sure that would completely be the right word) or seem quite foreign to me and I have no idea what to do. I don't really even know how to initiate most initial interactions with women anymore. Obviously some part of me deep inside wants to find the one and be happy, but it seems subconsciously I self-sabotage or (because of my seeming lack of interest in much) I don't see a reason to. Seems that cognitive dissonance occurs within day-in and day-out but I don't really know how to stop it. I don't know how to bring the joy completely back to make myself smile (which is one of my many problems; I've been told that I have a great smile and don't use it nearly as much as I should) and more interested in what life has to offer. Seems that I am pretty empty. Not sure what to do about that...