fuck fake friends...where the real friends at!?

The biggest fear I've had for the longest time is that I will live the rest of my life alone. I find it easy to hook up with random girls, but I really don't want that. At least not anymore. I want someone in my life that can be there for me when I'm dealing with too much or angry. Someone I can adventure with and have long life talks with. But I have sucha crippling fear it will never turn out that way that it literally hurts my chest.

I feel like I can't be the person someone one would need me to be. In public I never show that side of me, because obviously people can't know that.

Idk it's a dumb confession. I'm just tired of being alone and have no one to go to when shit gets rough, I'm tired of spending every night alone.

Bring the "you're a pussy, man up!" Comments

Saturday night I found a pair of white Skullcandy headphones right outside of The Grove on South Lone Tree. if this sounds familiar to anyone please comment!!!!

One of the most important things I learned in college is that no one likes you if all you talk about is how hard your major is, especially if you try to act smarter than them. Accept that you still don't know much, other people are smarter than you, and you make mistakes. I sure as hell did.

When two people like each other, and have kissed, but are unsure of what they might become... Is it safe to assume nothing is going to happen and both with remain single? Thoughts?

I still listen to Good Charlotte sometimes.

I'm so bad at procrastinating because I feel bad if I waste time. SO i counted the coins in my coin jar. I have $17.66 in coins. I also have a Canadian quarter and a 25 cent piece from Barbados... I have no idea where the latter came from...

I really want my best friend to eat me out really good. She is pretty and we are have tons of fun together. I think she would be great at it.