This one guy keeps laughing at everything I say and thinks I'm funny and awesome, but I have no idea what I'm saying that is making him laugh all the time. I'm so confused.

I went into the Dub for breakfast and got a hair in my burrito and a mouse running around the kitchen.

I'm having such a hard time at school this semester. My financial aid still hasn't come through yet and I feel like NAU is jerking me around. I can't afford to buy food because I need all I can save for rent. My grandma died 2 weeks ago and it hasn't "hit" me yet. I'm bipolar and trying to deal with it, but I just can't focus on school sometimes and I wish I could tell my teachers. I drag down my friends when I try to talk about it. I know these things aren't an excuse, and I know others go through a lot worse and still manage to make it work. I've tried really hard to not give up, but I think the end of this week is going to be my sink or swim time.

My confession is that I'm disappointed. I am disappointed in this generation. We rely on technology. We find comfort behind a screen. We have become so distant with people, and we can't have a casual conversation with hardly anyone. Students can't bare to depart with their phones for a class period. Conflicts are being resolved through messages on smartphones. We console friends that have to deal without a phone for a spare few days, like they lost a loved one. We are dehumanizing ourselves and being enslaved by technological advances and shortcuts.

The first weekend back from summer break I got drunk and attempted to jump off a roof at the Grove. Some hours later I woke up in the hospital with a concussion, some stitches and a fractured elbow. Now I'm stuck with medical bills and some disappointed parents but hey i'll always remember that night (or not so much).

I use to work for the Skydome and after working there I realized that there are so many disgusting people who go to school here. We picked up trash, vomit, blood, and shit (literally). Seriously, what the hell is wrong with you people. I caught people having sex in the stands one time! You all understand how nasty that place is?

I really wanted to like the confession that reads "Im happiest when i have food in me or a dick in me. knowhatimsayin" on facebook, but I'm on my mom's close friends list and she'd see. And yes, she's definitely the type to say something about it.

Looking back on the past year and the number of mistakes I've made with relationships really hurts, I feel like I'll never be good enough for anybody.