I. I. Just don't know.
I'm going to bed and replaying good memories in my mind til this al makes sense.

I'm going through a extremely hard break up and feel like I have no one to go to because me and my ex have the same group of friends. I feel like they all have picked to be on his side guess they were never really my friends then.

I trusted a guy I shouldn't have :/.

As hard as I try to fight the truth, I can't deny that I am still in love with you. Even though you're engaged to someone else, the years we shared together, the moments, good and bad, the feelings, and the experiences still plague my mind. I know and I knew you were the only girl for me, and I did everything I could to show that to you. I just wish I could have you back for my own, and not just as a "friend". You were and still are everything to me...

All I want to do is go to the Lumberyard and go dancing but everyone left this weekend...

Just looking for the right guy... Who by most standards is the wrong guy because I'm the wrong girl... I don't want a partying football meat head thing... I want a sweet nerd who cares about himself and his body and will challenge and inspire me and never tell me "your a bad person" when I'm not feeling normal or that I'm lazy or stupid when I get headaches or don't understand things...

So I was the guy who posted about if I should confess my love to my ex and a lot of people told me to do it so I told everybody that I was going to bed at around 4 but I snuck out at 5 and drove to her house at 7 and she snuck out onto her front lawn and I told her. She gave me one last kiss and it was the best kiss ever. And nobody even knew I was gone. But she is 17. Is that legal.

I hate how my friends give me shit when they figure out my second till last ex was 15. For fuck sake she was a sophomore when I was a senior. I didn't even want to have sex with her. I know when you are 18 15 gets you 20. But I'm ready to change and date someone my age.