To the insanely attractive black man at JAX tonight that grabbed my hand and asked me to dance:
Will you please find me? I wanted to dance with you again and get your name. You were the only guy I genuinely enjoyed dancing with tonight.

I've never had a functional relationship. The only time I've ever made out with some one was when I was drunk. Once. I want a relationship, but I feel far too inexperienced and I dunno if I could ever become that close to someone. I want someone to date, I feel there's a lot I'm missing out on, but I fear that most people would expect far more than I could give at this point. It seems like a lot of people are like "Hey let's fuck" and I'm just sitting here like "Hey, I just wanna get stoned, cuddle, and make out."

Almost everyone looks the same.....

Sometimes it feels like I just want to give up on life. There are those days where everything just seems to go wrong, and at the end of the day I'm not sure what I'm doing with my life and why I'm even here. I feel completely hopeless and lost. Anyone else with me?

So the other night I was downtown waiting in line for the drag show, and this intoxicated old guy came up to me and told me I was "very pretty" and had beautiful eyes. For a second, I was really happy and enjoyed the confidence boost, until I remembered a little thing called beer goggles. Anyway, thank you random stranger, who I was slightly afraid was going to hug me, for making me feel pretty for a moment.

MEN- I challenge you to give a girl a compliment each day. You will impact her day in ways you can't understand. Try it!

To the wannabe kid with blonde hair and backwards hat dealing at the casino night tonight. I hope you liked those pats on the face, like if you want some more face action

It took longer for me to get depressed this semester so I guess that's an accomplishment.