Last night I walked across campus....and didn't find anyone to make out with. I did see naked people in an open window.
So I masterbated at home....that's kinda making out with someone.....right?

This probably sounds crazy, but lately I've been catching myself thinking things like: "I did not sign up for this" and "Is this even worth it". I don't know. I guess I just wanted more for my life besides working till the day I die with the hope that my kids will somehow do better. It just seems very unfulfilling. I'd like to think that my job is what will make my life worthwhile... but just the idea that my job is what is supposed to give my life meaning makes me
sad. Just feels like something is missing.

I've been in this town for over 10 years now and every single day I've thought about packing up and just leaving. No explanations or goodbyes.

I am out of money...
I have no place to go and I am really scared.

I don't usually talk about this but I don't understand why I'm single, honestly! I'm beautiful, smart, funny, love music, love the nerdy stuff, and I have yet to have a guy talk to me wanting anything but sex! I am not that kind of girl, they just waste my time.

If you have a wide mouth with a beautiful smile, I can't help but think you give amazing head. Time to get messy. ;)

I take the time, every few days, to shave myself spotless. I shave my pubes, my balls, my ass... everything. Why? simply because I LOVE girls eating out my ass while they stroke my dick and suck on my balls that are smooth as eggs. If a girl doesn't rim me or doesn't love going tongue deep in my asshole, then I'm not really interested in her. lots of guys love it, I can't live without it, its a feeling that better than any drug

I must confess that I am fucking sexy.