It took half a batch of raw cookie dough in order for me to get over failing my first final today. One down, three to go. Diabetes here I come.

I have had nightmares that we will die from asteriods hitting earth and ending all life in one burst of light! I am terrified...

Honestly. I want to be a man. I hate being a women. Periods, giving birth to little creatures and having a complex way of thinking. GOD I HATE IT ALL. I am not saying we women are super smart(some are others are not). We just don't rationalize in a quick manner. I want to be a man.

The water wouldn't go down the drain this morning in the showers due to all the pubes I had to shave off.

I fart when people are walking behind me all the time!!!!!

My confession:
i have baby fever. I want kids even though I know i can't support them. Every time i see a baby I want one and sometimes get a little depressed because i can not have one, YET. I want to be prepared and have money for one. I want to be a responsible parent and be about to give my child all that they need. I shall be patient for the next 3 years. Deep down i want to be irresponsible and just get pregnant. I have self discipline. I will wait for the right time.

btw im in a relationship... we have talked about kids.
This is not just one sided.

I really hate it when my roommate complains about the cold here. Sure it is cold, but it's apart of the season. It's fuckin winter. If you dont want to be in the cold, dont come here. You knew what you signed up for when you were getting yourself into signing up to come here, i mean you only live like 2 hours away. You really dont have any place to complain! If you hate the cold so much, go home!

I had sex in the elevator in Sechrist...