I'm finally starting to see what its like to immerse yourself in books. I'm a graduate student and never enjoyed reading (just for the saking of reading) until I finally went into the Flagstaff Public Library and got myself a library card. Now I love getting lost in fantasy worlds in books. I can truly escape from the hell of my own reality.

Sometimes I do think it would be easier to die then find a job and support myself as a newly graduated young adult. But then I try to plan out all the things I want to save up for and tell myself that I need to get a job so I can save up for things to make me happy.

First thing I am saving up for is a video camera so I can take video of all the places I want to travel to in my life.

I need someone to give input on this:
so I know that I'm the goody-goody, attends-every-class-girl, but when someone complains about failing a class, and they didnt show up half the semester... how am i suppose to feel bad for them? I just want to tell them to show up and try harder...

someone please tell me their side to this argument

I graduate with my bachelor's this upcoming Thursday and I confess that I'm scared to death of just being pushed out into the real world, and left to fend for myself. My dad has been helping me out with rent, but I keep having nightmares of all the things I could end of doing that would make him stop helping and stop caring. I do have one interested employer so far, but I just wish I worked 60+ hours now to know I wont become homeless come Friday.

To the two idiots that sat behind me at the Hobbit yesterday,
All I heard from you were repetitive phrases of "fuck this shit", "yo this Hobbit guy is dope!", "hahaha, that Hobbit dude has big feet, yo!", "oh! That wizard dude is pissed, yo!" NO. Just no. I wanted to slap you and drag you back to school to teach you actual English. You are my age for God's sake. And take you somewhere to teach you manners not to shout or comment on every thing in the damn movie.

I live in McConnell and my blinds constantly shake, even when the heaters are off. The sink turns on and off and the door unlocks itself when I'm in my room....FUCK

All I really want to do right now is have some amazing sex before I go back home. No better way I can think of relieving this stress.

So I thought I lost my keys at Walmart and i panicked and cried for 4 hours searching through the entire store for over 4 hours, and I finally get back to my dorm having to pay a $45 fee for new bathroom and room keys, and to find out they were in my room the entire fucking time.
Wow, I feel like the most fucking retarded person on this earth right now