I'm hoping that one day you'll wake up from your depression, your restless journey for meaning, and realize that I've been here for you the whole time. Through thick and thin and though you've hurt me more than I care to remember, the good times we've had together are some of the best I've ever had. We have both changed tremendously throughout our time knowing each other, but one thing has remained constant. I love you.

Now that I'm 8 months pregnant my husband is afraid to have sex with me or he's just not that attracted to me anymore. So I've been masturbating more than usual and using porn. Despite the fact that I'm a heterosexual woman I only like lesbian porn cuz they seem so much more gentle. Heterosexual porn just seems so rough and that really bugs me. I won't tell my husband though cuz I know he'd question my motives.

I miss the feeling of someone caring about me, I miss someone taking care of me, I miss holding his hand have have others know I was taken, I miss saying i love you and hearing it said back to me, I miss making love..... its all been so long. I ve forgotten what it feels like

I think I'm a lesbian married to a man. He's my best friend and I care so much for him, but I have zero desire to have sex with him. We've been married a year now and if we have sex, it's because I'm forcing myself or I'm buzzed/drunk. I had sex with other guys and girls before I met him, so I thought I was bisexual and I used to love having sex with him. I wasn't expecting my sexual attraction for him to completely disappear. Now I only get off if I pretend he's a girl or by watching lesbian porn.

I research relationship tips and advise. I look up scientific studies proven to keep a man happy in a relationship. I am often doing things to satisfy my man. In the long run I have also enhanced my love for him and pleased him in more ways then i thought possible. I can not look at him without wanting to kiss him and want sex! I will admit it was hard to not feel embarrassed trying new things. I felt ashamed because I was cheating at this game called true love, by looking up the answers to every question in our love life problems. People often say it is chemistry and its instinct if you just click. I am no longer ashamed and my confidence has boosted. The real trick... I never once told him i was studying for our love test. To keep a man in your life it is all about keeping him happy and to make sure you are happy being with him.

Dont get me wrong, I love sex. But is it too much to ask for a guy to take me on a date, with clothes on. I just want someone who will bring me taco bell when I'm stuck in bed sick. hint hint.

Every person I've ever dated have had "emotional issues". They're the only people that have any interest in me and the only ones I seem to pick up. We go out for a few months and then they throw this out there, "I am diagnosed with depression and I may need some time on my own every now and then. I have also attempted a few times". What the hell?! I mean I feel bad for them but dating probably isn't in their best interest at the moment more like they need to see a therapist. Another thing is I've learned that any person younger than 21 (my age) is too young for me they've just been too immature. I don't want to date anyone older than a few years of me but younger is just not my thing. I am not a virgin and don't want to date a virgin it's just too awkward. I mean I'm fine with taking it slow but not kissing after dating for 6 months? I just do not understand. I've had one night stands with very good friends of mine and I'm constantly told I'm very good but when it comes to dating I'm a 1/10. Aren't there any sane people around that want to have a serious relationship?

I got fucked in the ass for the first time 4 days ago and I'm still sore and feel like I've just been raw dogged...is that normal?