I'm really tired of people telling me "smoking is bad," "smoking kills," or any other variation of that. You think I don't know? You think I care? Seriously, just shut the fuck up. It's not your fucking life, it doesn't affect you. And don't give me your shit about second hand smoke, it's not like I walk around blowing it in your face. Now excuse me while I go do what I want with my life. Kthanks.

My roommate and I watch videos of turtles having sex when we're bored... Is that weird?

Courtesy of Texts from Last Night....
Just made a Jeopardy bj game. Every question has 10-50 seconds on it and if he's right, that's how many he gets.

So tired of feeling alone, I just want someone to cuddle with and someone who will hold my hand and go on dates with me. (I'm the one who posted about being with a guy for two and a half years and he never held my hand) Today is especially hard because he broke up with me on New Years and today we would have been together for 3 years. I really loved him too :(

I've never had a guy who could make me orgasm. Where all the good lovers at?

Think about what you say before you ruin someone's day.

My Freshman year at NAU was amazing. But now, my second year, has been terrible. I've lost alot of friends, my grades have gone to hell, I was dumped, and now I'm having legal trouble. After my stupid mistakes have caused me to lose the girl I love, slowed down my pursuit of a degree, and finally has thrown me into a terrible legal situation. I feel like I have no one to go to and lately all I can think of, is giving up.

When I lost my virginity, it was the most bitter-sweet experience of my life. Bitter, because we're not married, and I swore I would wait. Sweet, because he is the one and only man I have ever loved, let alone given my body to. The exchange of love from one genuine being to another... It should be okay. It should bring me joy. It should make me happy to know that someone loves me as much as I love them. It shouldn't pull my heart in two different directions. It shouldn't tear me up the way it does.