I think drinking should be allowed on campus. Fact that we're not Mormon and our parents should have raised all you to know how to handle your liquor. Plus I would pay to see one of my friends do Comm speech drunk.

I read the bible every morning and I hit the clubs every night

My confessions have confessions

I don't know what to do anymore. I hate this house. Be happy and thankful if you get to go home to happy families. My father has always been a rough spot for me. I grew up with him constantly yelling and being angry with me, telling me things like "You're not good enough" and "you're worthless" until I came to believe him. And now my brother, who is 18 (two years younger than me), receives all his love. He lets my brother get away with everything and anything. Tonight he is letting my brother put a mini-fridge in his room, of which he will use to store beer in- my dad claims he will "dump it out" if he catches my brother storing beer. ... Dump it out? Really? And then there's me- I'm 20 years old and I get a phone call of you yelling at me when I was out past 2 am with my boyfriend?? Not even as a concerned dad, he called to yell at me for what a terrible person I am. I'm so angry. He treats my mother like crap too. He lets my brother treat my mother like crap. The other day my brother out right called my mom a bitch, with my father present in the room, and my father did nothing. They both just yell at her and treat her like she's worthless. I want out, but I literally have no where else to go. I also have a younger sister (who is a young teen) and I feel like she needs me to get through this house. I feel like my mom needs me too… But this is so hard to be here. I feel so angry and depressed. I want to tell him off but 1) he'll pull my schooling- of which my mom and I fought hard over to get him to help with and 2) it probably won't fix anything anyway. I'm so lost and frustrated to the point of tears.

My distribution of emotions throughout a week:
1. Anger, Wrath and Fury 60% 2. Indifference 25% 3. Sadness 5% 4. Love 5% 5. Miscellaneous 5%
Today was definitely a Hellfire and Brimstone day. On days like this I feel my blood pressure rising whilst the world around me is a Pompeii.

I lost my virginity today.

I enjoy stalking people on social media. Facebook and Twitter make it so much easier to stalk people.

Missing fox right now, especially seeing Devin Geiger and his GORGEOUS smile every day.