I sometimes think that I'm the loser when it comes to relationship stuff. Not gonna put any details in about any of them, but I was always the one left. They either found someone who to them was the better choice, or just didn't want anything to do with me. Even though I'm in a relationship now, I still feel this way. My girl, she's awesome, but sometimes, I wonder why the others didn't stay; despite everything my girl right now tells me.

I'm going to come out as gay, hopefully next semester :)

I'm severely upset by the lack of appreciation of late 90s/early 2000s R&B at George Fox.

Father's Day always sucks at my house. My father and I have never gotten along and honestly, he's a terrible father. I posted awhile back on this page about how bad it is. (If you didn't see the post, trust me that I'm not just being ungrateful. It's a really terrible situation in this house.) Every year I have to resist the urge to write on the card my mother makes me sign: "Happy Father's Day! Thanks for being a dick!"

This whole Summer no one from Fox has contacted me. I love people but it gets weary when I'm always the one to make an effort to make and keep friends.

I really want to start a Dungeons and Dragons club.

Colds suck that is true, but there is something about it that's nice. When you have a cold, you can hit a lower register than you did without it. Looks like I can finally sing Old Man River. I'm a girl by the way.

I think the most painful truth I've come to realize is that the world, and even the people who I'd like to consider to be close to me, wouldn't really miss me if I was suddenly gone.