I really don't think I'll find my future spouse here and that really scares me.

I got the depo on August 21st and started my period a week late on august 28. I've been on my period for 2 and a half months. One doctor said it's just the effect of the shot but is this suppose to happen? Or should I just switch to the pill?

Because you know they all joke that females that bleed for a week are aliens but my friends go around calling me a demon I'd like to stop the name calling and figure out of it's normal or if I should just switch.

Thank you for your time(:

I have court in the morning to get a restraining order against My ex. I don't know why but i feel nervous and at the same time sad. I thought the last time i would have to see him was last month, but now I'm afraid that I'm just gonna break again and i don't know how seeing him again is gonna affect me. It's like the final goodbye. He was my first lover, my closest best friend, and so much more. I mean life has been getting better since i moved out but i thought i wouldn't have to see him again and now i worry....

When I was in middle school I thought that rubbers were rubber boots...and I told my teacher that I wanted them for my birthday.

I have so much homework to do and I haven't started any of it.

Honestly, contemporary culture is starting to piss me off. Everybody's ego is top priority. Where are the can-do, no-bullshit, tough discipline and straight-shooting people at? Everything you say is under a microscope for political correctness. Guess what? Nobody owes you shit! We've gone soft, and it's to our own detriment, because if you're not hardened for the realities of life and you get hung up all over dumb little shit, you'll get cynical about life. God knows we have way too much cynicism going on already.

I hate people who flirt with every guy or girl.

Four years into college, I finally realize the deep shit I'm in. I have only moderate interpersonal skills, I’m shy, I have little spiritual or other maturity. I’ve never held a “real” job. I have no valuable “hard skills”, I’m coming out with a soft degree and naïveté to boot. I don’t have a good work ethic, but I will have $30K+ in student loans to pay. I’m completely financially dependent on my parents. No truly good internship experience. To top that off, I have a degree in a field I only mildly like and one where the program doesn’t teach you the things you will actually be doing! I’m not blaming anyone. The world doesn’t owe me anything. But, there's no question that it's a tough road ahead.