I'm afraid that no guy is ever going to like me for my personality or my looks. I'm the type of girl that may seem like a good friend but doesn't seem like the girl to date. I hang around guys alot (sports and outside of class) and it's fun but i'm not sure about finding that special guy. My ex only liked me for my looks and a bit of my personality but I don't want to find a guy like that. I hope i can find this guy someday, hoping i find him here.

I wanna send some of my professors a friend request on facebook, but then I couldn't complain about certain classes. Maybe I'll just wait till graduation.

for a college man, i listen to a very healthy amount of taylor swift.

I posted earlier about court with my ex. To answer the persons comment,i would never go back to him, i got a restraining order because I'm scared he'll lay his hands on me again.

I stayed strong until the moment he left the court. After seeing him again and his smile i felt like i broke all over again. I asked my mother if it's stupid to still say i love him, and she responded by saying "no, because he will always be your first love and your first everything". And then i cried and it felt like every emotion hit me at one time. I felt so stupid but my mom and a few friends told me they were proud of me, but why do i feel so wrong?

This morning when it was cold out, I looked in my rear window and just briefly saw some words through the steam still clinging to the glass. The words were written long ago, but their wisdom has not faded: "circles are pointed".

for a college girl, i listen to an unhealthy amount of taylor swift.

I find it 1000000× more attractive when a hot "good Christian" guys talk dirty than anyone else

I hate it when people who you consider your friends flirt you. It makes the friendship uncomfortable and creepy. It's worse when you're already in a relationship and it continues.

#Learnsomeboundaries #Onlyatgfu