#1020 Dabs in a study room? Check that off the WSU bucket list.

#1018 I've fallen for my roommate, and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. I'm miserable.

#1013 I say goodbye to both my stuffed animals before I leave for class.

#1015 I dont get why people would kill themselves.

If you want to die you obviously dont give a crap, like about anyone. Because you dont understand the amount of hurt you inflict on someones life when you decide to take your own.

So instead of being all depressed and hating your life why dont you just leave? leave you dorm, leave your house, leave college for god sake.

Go on an adventure, spend your time doing something awesome like deep sea diving or experience a different country. People die for you to have a free life, and you sit here hating yours? The world is your oyster, start carpe diem-ing.

Sometimes i wish i was depressed to the point of being suicidal, so i could take the barrel out of my mouth and point it in the air to start a revolution, LIVE. Maybe move to Spain, hit the night light, have some romances..STDs? hopfully not, but when all is said and done, maybe i wouldnt want to kill myself, because i've seen how beautiful this world is.

R.I.P Blake

#1014 I'm so sick of Winona not having any great dance parties!

#1017 When you've been sitting in the same seat for half the semester and someone takes it who knows you actually sit there... I understand that this is a lecture class but can't you sit in one of the many other seats that aren't taken?????

#1016 I don't know what to do I feel like I'm trapped. I haven't gone to a few of my classes in weeks. I sleep all the time because I can't stand being awake. I cry for no reason. I feel constantly sad and depressed. I've tried calling the health and wellness center to schedule an appointment to talk to someone but the lady was being a straight up bitch and didn't even schedule the appointment. I feel like I'm letting everyone down. If I could I would just withdraw, but I know my family wouldn't be supportive. They think I'm happy. All of my friends think I'm happy. No one knows what's going on with me. I don't know what to do about my classes, I don't know what to do about anything anymore. I know people will tell me I shouldn't be saying this to a confessions page and I should go get help, but the one time I tried I got shot down. It's really disheartening.

#1012 I have not bought all my textbooks for this semester because I used my book money to plur instead.