after watching this video
http://youtu.be/9TcxiFanrV4

i read every single comment in my best white girl voice.
hope i'm not the only one who's done this.

To the girl who was on second floor Horan today wearing the beatles sweatshirt, I hope you are single and was just there visiting a friend. Because damn girl, you are hot!

my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend liked me on tinder.

I buy thin crust pizza so I don't feel as bad about eating the whole thing

For Halloween I want to go as the phantom from The Phantom of the Opera. Any ladies out there want to be my Christine?

I feel empty inside. I don't really get excited for anything anymore and when I wake up in the morning I don't want to get out of bed because I have nothing to look forward to. I don't have a lot of friends and it's hard to make friends here. I see people having the time of their life around me and I just wish for one good day where I feel wanted.

Why can I not register to vote without being told who to vote for? Instead of telling students to vote for a certain candidate, why not encourage them to become educated and decide for themselves? Voting for a candidate because somebody else told you to is one of the stupidest things you can do. Do some research and decide for yourselves people!

I am considering suicide once I finish paying off my student loans so I don't burden others with my debt. I am not really depressed I just don't feel like I belong in this world. It is like being bored and content all of the time. Since freshman year of high school I have realized that I do not want to live the way outlined for me and everyone else. I do not want to spend the next 40 years of my life spending about 50% of my life working or doing things on a schedule to prepare for work, 30% of my life sleeping and leaving only 20% of my life to do things I want to do. People always look to early retirement to do what they want but I always think that that is the most idiotic thing imaginable. Right now I am young, I am healthy, I do not have nearly as many social restrictions as I will have later (Yes I can do things later but it is not nearly as good feeling when people give you looks because you are too old). I have had a job I liked over the summer but even in a job I liked I just hated living that way. I have no desire for a family, neither have I felt anything more than a minor liking for someone. People like me and I have plenty of friends but I just don't feel any real attachment even to the friends I have known since I was 5. I have never had a dream, I have no ambition, my short term goals are crap because they are based off of the worlds expectations for me. I just don't feel right in this world. I have an idea of what I truly desire but it is impossible for me to achieve it in this world. Anyway that is my confession and on an end note I would like to say I am not sure of whether to do it as I do completely understand that something may come out of the blue to peak my interest in this life again. Also I would appreciate it if someone doesn't try to nitpick my ideals for me. I am well aware of how someone would view my thoughts from an outside perspective having never thought the same way I do and never feeling the same things I do at certain moments and having none of the same exact experiences as me. I just wanted to confess not be badgered.