#6100 Free hugs!

#6101 I enjoy being blunt. It's an era where people dance around the subject, approach it lightly, and use too many words. So I'd like to think that a guy who just comes out and says what he wants to say is admirable. Let me be blunt again. There was a time, a long long time ago, when I cared. I didn't want to look up anime/furry R34 because I thought it'd be weird or immoral, or whatever. I even went way out of my way to publicly shame those that did. And now here I am, looking up and saving furry anal sex art. It's just, you know, the crazy roads we take.

#6102 I have autism and literally cannot tell when women are attracted to me (and I wouldn't be able to start conversations even if I did). I am probably going to die a virgin. Sometimes I just wish I could shout it out in the middle of campus so everyone knew, instead of keeping it to myself and try and act like everything is normal. I just wish my anti-depressants could kill my desire for love as much as they killed my libido.

#6103 THIS FINALS WEEK HAS BEEN HORRENDOUS!!! So first I sleep through 2 finals I had on monday, then I fall asleep during class on the one I had on thursday and needless to say I failed because I only answered like 10 questions, and then I blow a tire on the way to the one on friday and had to run towards school. By the time I got there the class was empty and the instructor had left and to top it all off, they towed my stranded car and I probably failed all my classes because of this. I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD I AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA KILL MYSELF EVERYTHING IS GOING SO BAD FOR ME!!!!!!

#6047 When my professor grades my final exam, he'll be like, "Where did you get these answers? The toilet store?".

#6048 There was a girl that I wanted to pursue a relationship with for awhile now. She's the most gorgeous woman I've ever seen, keeps me interested, and can hold a conversation that includes more than one-word sentences. However, she's graduating this semester and I'm not. I know I can just find another girl who will be still be in college, but I dont want to seem like I'm just finding a replacement. Plus it was hard enough getting her to find interest in me.

#6049 Don't have serious relationships. They always end fucking horribly for one person or the other.

#6050 I have extremely low self-esteem and consider myself a hideous giant monster some days. So to the guys who cat called me from their car today, thank you. You made me feel infinitely better about myself, and I really needed that after all this finals week stress. :)