#1099 I totally have the hots for the TA in my Sculpture I class. I don't know if he feels the sexual tension or not. I would really like to get to know him. And I secretly hope he sees this post.

#1098 So I have a loving boyfriend and I cant be any happier. Something interesting happened today. I fell asleep today and some time during my sleep I had a dream. It starts with me laying down in a bath tub, naked, and some guy I don't know starts kissing my neck. He said if I would like to do something together and I said no. But then I said oh fuck it, and we started making out. But I didn't make out with that guy for long because I woke up. It was one of the strangest dreams I had ever had, I still love my boy friend but damn.... Well now you know of my weirdest dream, congratulations.

#1099 I was on my way back to the UNT last night and was driving onto the bridge at I-35. At the top of the off ramp there was a young woman crying and looking over the side. She could have been a hitchhiker or just walking but I had a bad feeling and got right off the freeway. I drove to near where the onramp was, parked my car and ran. By the time I got below the highway she had one leg over the side. I ran faster. I ran in front of cars until I got on the on ramp. I ran until I was 20 feet from her. She had one leg over the side and the other was on it way over.
I tried my best to smile and said hello. She wouldn’t speak at first she was just crying. I asked if she was ok or if someone was trying to hurt her. She didn’t speak so I kept talking. I told her my name. I said I wanted to help her. I will buy you dinner, what kind of food do you like? I will listen to you for hours and you can tell me what’s wrong just please come down. She looked over the edge and I grabbed her arm. You are beautiful. I love your shirt and your hair. What is your name? "Jane" (name changed for privacy). Please let me buy you dinner. She kept crying. And then I started just rambling about my dog (I was so scared). I told her about how sweet he is and how he was so friendly and he loves pets. I told her I bet he would love you.
Finally she agreed to let me buy her dinner and came back over the railing. I held her hand and we walked down the on ramp. There was an officer waiting at the bottom. She started to get scared and wanted to go back. I made her look at me and I swore I wouldn't leave her side. I would stay with her every step of the way. I spoke to the officer and sat with her while another officer showed up. They asked what happened and Jane had me tell them. They had to take her to an ER and wouldn’t let me sit with her in the squad car so I followed after I gave her my name and number.
At the ER she was poked (for blood) and questioned and x-rayed. She asked that I stay with her through all of it. I listened as I found out her history. Rape, loss of a child, abusive relationship (back injury from bf throwing her down stairs), in and out of foster homes. In between doctors and nurses we chatted. I showed her pictures of my dog and we talked about childhood pets. We talked about our favorite salads. About silly things. Once about God. She told me about the man she was scared of. The reason she was on the bridge. He had threatened her family because she left him. She thought if she killed herself he would have no reason to hurt them. She loves her family and spoke with great pride about their jobs and her niece and nephew. She loves animals and children. She said one day she wanted to have a job to help foster kids have a place to go to be safe. and so they wouldn’t get into trouble. She spoke about being at a group home and helping with the little ones that came in. About a three year old with rashes from neglect (being allowed to sit in his own waste for long periods of time). About kids being abused and feeling like they had nowhere to go. She said that after she was raped she felt like she was a target because people knew she had been vulnerable.
We spoke for hours. I left when the nurse brought in a bed for sleeping. I asked her to call me when they sent her to a new hospital and I will bring her dinner. I promised her on that bridge I would buy her dinner.
The whole thing is surreal. I had no idea what I was doing. I was barely keeping a smile on my face, I was so scared she was gonna jump while I was right there. I wanted to cry. I wanted to cry when she told me about the abuse. I hugged her but I wanted someone to hug me.
I want to tell people what I did. I want to tell them how scared I was and how she opened up to me afterwards but wouldn’t say more than two words to doctors and nurses. I want to say, I think I saved someone's life. I feel proud. I feel happy. It happened last night on the way to Denton. I listened to my gut and I stopped my life to help a stranger and she is safe now.

#1097 H. who's working in the Biz Cafe. I have a confession for you, you are absolutely beautiful. (10/07/13 9.55PM)

#1096 One time I was jacking to porn, then I clicked on a misleading link that led to hardcore gay porn. One guy was taking it in the ass while another sucked him off. It was the gayest thing I'd ever seen.

#1095 In my apartment complex (I won't say which one), my aparmtent faces the pool. I remember waking up one night, must have been 2 AM, because I thought I heard something in my room (I get bugs sometimes). I like to look at the pool sometimes at the night because it is relaxing. This particular night, I got fortunate enough to see to women skinny dipping in the pool. To those two beautiful women I saw skinny dipping -- Thank you! I am going to keep looking outside now at night, and next time I see you both skinny dipping again, I'm joining you!

#1094 I am seeing this straight guy (I am openly gay and he has a gf) and every time we have sex he starts to cry a little. Oh goodness I always fall for the crazies. -_-

#1093 So many thug daddies 'round campus, make me wanna bust out my brande new beyonce lace front and go twerk all up on 'em. shhiiiii chillllee