#4307 I really like my TF and technically can't date a professor while I'm taking his class, but I want to ask him out for drinks just to get to know him more and show up in a little black dress for him! He's young, in shape, extremely intelligent, handsome features, has a great laugh, cute accent. I could listen to him talk all day...but I'm 5'3" and taller than him in flats and I love wearing heels. Should I ask him out at the end of the semester anyway?

#4306 My boyfriend is a really great guy and I'm not sure I could have made it through the last year without him, but I just don't know if this can be a forever relationship. I've been abused and abandoned enough that I don't know if I even can fall in love with me, and he's been expecting me to say it back for months een though I've explained my damage and the fact that the phrase makes me want to go cower under my bed.

On top of all that, he's 100 pounds heavier than I am, making cuddling difficult. I'm helping him eat better but he still eats a lot of junk and won't go to the gym with me. He can't sleep cuddle with me. Attempting to cuddle up to him when he's already asleep, no matter how gentle I am, wakes him up and pisses him off, even if I'm trying to seek comfort during a panic attack.

It also doesn't help that pretty much any position other than missionary is impossible with and he either isn't open to my kinks or apparently refuses to listen to instructions about the ones that don't involve my vagina. I've told him SOOOO many times I hate my nipples being flicked and he still does it!

I think I could handle all of this if he could just listen to me when I explain how broken I am and be secure enough to let me keep trying to get over my past instead of pressuring me or at least not getting upset when I go to other for unmet needs. Note: I haven't cheated on him or anything, he gets upset at purely platonic cuddles with male friends, even if they're gay.

TLDR I need this guy in my life but I think we're both too insecure to be compatible romantically. I jut needed somewhere to rant.

#4305 Second semester and I have yet to find a girl that really interests me. I'm not socially awkward or anything like that, but most of the girls I've talked to didn't keep me interested enough to pursue anything further. Don't get me wrong, I don't have ridiculously high standards, I can say that I find different girls with different body types attractive. I don't think I'm bad-looking but I'm certainly not the shit when it comes to looks. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough.

#4304 I had a dream one day. It was... weird. I remember the feeling of freedom. I remember riots, gun fights, blood, and crowded, angry mobs outside. I remember glasses-shattered hallway. I remember light-blurred doorways. I remember... pleasure. I remember a woman's legs coiled around my waist... I remember the amazing feeling of intimacy as I pounded away... I can't remember If the woman WANTED it, or she was resisting- I can't remember, my memories are blurred- but I remember it was both, resistance and embrace. I ENJOYED the resistance. I ENJOYED... the riot, the glass-shattered hallway... I ENJOYED thinking as if it was a RAPE.
What the FUCK is WRONG with ME? This... goes so against to my ideal and my philosophy. It wasn't right. But... I loved it. I don't understand myself.

#4303 When is it okay for a person to want legitimate casual sex with somebody else? Not some person from a party, not a "drunk mistake", not a "one night stand", or even not with multiple people. When is it simply okay to just find somebody you enjoy being around and simply being friends with benefits? I am a guy btw, but that doesn't mean I'm trying to "use" girls. Some people don't understand the tension and stress relief that comes from casual sex.

#4302 I love Club Willis as much as the next person ,but the bathrooms are so ratchet!

#4301 Today I saw a chinese guy waiting outside the women's washroom for his girlfriend
Aww...so cute!

#4300 I finally managed to somehow make a few friends this semester but I keep convincing myself that they dont actually like me, that I annoy them with the stupid things I say, and that they only feel obligated to be friends with me. I know in my head its probably not true but its still really hard to stop this kind of thinking and im afraid one day im actually going to lose a friend becuse of this paranoia. How can I stop this kind of thinking?