#4405 I had two papers paid for online, written for me last semester. They were final papers, now I have one more being written now. Does this make my degree a lie? I only have one semester left and this is the first time I've done this EVER. I got A's on the papers as well. Just don't have time for all these papers. I feel so guilty. I just want to have my career already.

#4404 Where may one acquire an "I <3 Denton" decal?

#4403 Why is it that girls sometimes stop talking to you completely even if the first conversation goes really well, and you find out you have a lot in common? What the fuck I don't get it.

#4402
i cant run, i cant jump, im worried constantly that ill hurt myself and cost my father even more money. ive lost much of the energy i used to have ever since the surgery. and its left me to ponder so many things in life, but I never talk about anything i think of. I dont have a vent. And it is through my pondering that I constantly question my worth. I constantly feel alone, and yes with the obvious statement of getting out more will suffice for a response. But there is something there, that even with mulitudes of people, I still retain that loneliness that I continue to feel. Im scared to death my job field will fall under. Im scared my years of college wont matter and I'll have years of debt to deal with. Im scared, and im constantly walking in a state of bewilderment at what i am and what i will be. I dont know how to feel half the time and smoking isn't really helping me with that state of mind except a little bit. I have no way to to compare with others since my life up to this point has been great. But Im always staring off into the abyss, wondering so many things. My sense of worth, me being completely lonely, and falling asleep everynight considering myself as a dreg. Deducing myself as a mind, putting my body on auto-pilot and just going these days. Im just blank. Im just whited out on the iniside. Its scaring me because Im starting to feel less emotions and caring less and less. I dont know whats going on. But im just dragging myself down and feel like I am not inclined to talk to anyone about it, and let my self auto-pilot forward to the next day.

#4401 I'm moving away soon and I want to leave on good terms with my best friend from the first 3 years of school. We stopped being friends this last year, both of us with our own reasons. But I don't even know how to say that, and doubt she cares at this point. Maybe she'll read this...

#4400 I don't drink or smoke. I never have and have no idea what it's like. I like to keep to myself and I don't have any friends at UNT, actually, but I get along really well with the people I work with. The problem is that when they all hang out they like to do that shit, and I feel like a loser or like I'm missing out because I don't want to drink with them....
Besides that, I go to bed pretty early because I always end up working at 8 or 9 in the morning.
I don't live that college life everyone talks about at all, but I'm actually very happy with it. I like to be productive and get good grades, work, and stay in shape. Am I weird for not going crazy once I got to college?

#4399 So, my teacher, Cole Jeffrey, is fucking hot.

#4398 To the drummers who practice outside of the Music Annex everyday:

Every afternoon you guys are there drumming for hours on end. I wonder why you insist on ruining my evening everyday by drumming in front of a dorm with hundreds of people in it. Aside from the countless music practice rooms at UNT, there are so many other beautiful places to practice outside that are not within hearing distance of three huge dorms. The football fields, parks far from dorms, the parking garage, the list goes on and on. Do you not realize you're affecting hundreds of people for hours every day? It's impossible to study, sleep, or concentrate on anything with the constant interruption of the drumming.
I understand I attend a music school and I applaud your will to practice every day, but please be mindful that you're ruining a peaceful environment for hundreds of people in the dorms, as well as people in the Library Mall and anybody trying to relax outside.

Please shut the fuck up.