#4532 There was a time where I thought I would never get sucked into the world of sex and partying. If the old me could see the person I've become, she would be disappointed. She would tell me that the things I'm doing are wrong and dangerous and bad for my mental and emotional state, and she'd be right.

The truth is, I'm afraid that I'm losing myself. I can't tell if the things I've been doing are based on desires that have always been there, or if they're solely based on being able to do something new, something different. I'm not sure how much I like the person I'm becoming, but I'm afraid she's going to take over, until there's none of me left.

#4531 I sat next to you in church tonight, and im sorry if it seemed like I didn't care. Every time I see you my heart stops and my mind goes blank. I have a crush on you and I don't know how you feel. But I would be overjoyed to just hang out with you. I like you and I really hope we can turn this awkward thing into something amazing.

#4530 i sang "Tearing up my Heart" at my school's talent show, by NSYNC, when i was a kid

#4529 So I feel that the female R.As at West hall are all beautiful and want to have sex with all of them before the end of the year how should i go about this?

#4528 I'm tired of the fucking rowdy ghetto people in Kerr that just hang out in the lobby and the kitchen. Get a life please! Because of people with no respect for anything, we can't use the kitchen for a week. Also when your standing next to someone, its okay to talk in a normal voice. You don't have to yell.

#4527 Drawing turns me on. Not in the conventional "my libido is going to conquer the world" kind of way, but in the "life is beautiful and I'm going to find ways to make it more beautiful" kind of way.

#4526 I never realized how big of a problem eating disorders, depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts were among people our age, until I found out that one of my friends suffered from all of these things. Thanks to her confessing me about her "secret" Instagram account, I was able to see how thousands of people have these secret accounts to seek out help or to simply show others what they are going through. *If you will like to see what I'm talking about, search for the hashtag #ana on Instagram. *
Anyhow, over the course of time I grew very fond of this girl and I must confess that I fell in love with her. As a guy, I don't think I have ever felt really strong emotions for a girl or have cried so many times in sadness for a girl(Yes, guys cry often too).The problem is she moved back to Spain, and I really can't travel often. Now that I know what she's going through, I feel very sad that I can't be close to her to really prove my love to her with actions and support her in every situation in everyday of her life. I hope that somehow I can help her through our daily online and webcam interactions, whether she feels the same way about me or not.

#4525 Last night my boyfriend and I had shots of rum and were drunk enough to hump in the bushes by the big eagle statue.