to the girl who fell of her bike going up the small hill next to the commons, I feel so bad I didnt help you because I was in a rush, but I hope you didnt get hurt.

All of these horrible events going on like the Boston Marathon bombing are making me wish more and more that something like the Death Note existed. Our lives would be so much easier...
Or would it?

All I really want to do is drop out of school and join the Marine Corps. I grew up being told that I'm incredibly intelligent, and all throughout grade school I could bullshit everything, graduating with a 3.6 with almost no effort whatsoever, simply because I didn't need to. Now that I am here, I can't make my self do well. I can't make myself study for long, or pay attention in class, I always get distracted. The worst part is, I am "such a disappointment" because I am "so smart". Tears me apart. I'm probably not going to get into the engineering school, which is what I came here to do, and what my parents are expecting from me. Yep, the Marines looks pretty damn good to me.

Holy shit this is disorganized. Whatever, vent over.

How do you keep the violence inside? The scene in Fight Club where Edward Norton turns Jared Leto's face into a bloody mess is my secret fantasy. I just want to destroy something.

I love boobs...the bigger the better....even like saggy titties I love

This guy pisses me off and yet I like him. All he talks about is gym and self-appearance. Yes I do agree you are good looking no doubt. If you weren't so cocky I would actually go for you.

to the people who thought I've been holding on strong, I'm sorry. It's the biggest lie I've told.

I know I'm fairly attractive even though I tend to deny it. I've never been to a party without at least one guy asking to dance with me and I've had plenty of one night stands... Here's the catch: Every time I've had a one night stand with a guy, I talk with him a lot afterwards. And, without fail, they always end up asking me if I would be in a relationship with them (I'm really "sweet", "nice", "attractive", "cool", etc.)... What can I do to connect with guys *before* I sleep with them? I'm a good and reasonable person, but I'd like it if guys took a chance to get to know me in general... and I don't know how to make that happen. Help?