I'm starting to wonder if the only reason I'm a virgin still is because I'm trying to find the right person even though I feel like I'd rather just fuck anything that moves. I'm feeling like wanting to find the right person is holding me back even though I know it would be better in the long run

i fucked it up and all i have to say is that i'm really really sorry.

I love men's reaction when I suck on their balls, especially if they aren't expecting it

To the person about the dating issue:
Dude, it's alright to look at other guys. Sort of. As long as you don't get any funky thoughts.
It was scary when I found out my ex was checking out guys WITH me. He was worse than me. He'd ask me what I thought of them, and then possibly agree with me in some cases.

I like to be in balls deep

I remember in the summer..I got to my freshman orientation early since my parents are very asian about it and I got on the shuttle with the tour guides... O.o it made me feel awkward as fuck because they were all upperclassmen; They didn't realize I was on the shuttle until they looked over at me and said Intruder Alert. It made me laugh a bit because I realized even as we get older, we're still the biggest dorks. :)

I really like facial hair on guys. It makes them look cute and scruffy. Someoneeee, be the lumberJack to my Jill? ;)

I don't consider my best friend my best friend anymore, even if she still considers me hers. I've grown detached from her because of all the problems in our friendship. I also realized that I was never treated the way I wanted to be treated. It just upsets me because I thought I had finally found a really wonderful friendship. Don't get me wrong, I have great people around me, but I have never been able to find that one friendship that I can connect to the person on another level than with others. And when I see people around me who have that, I just wish I had found it by now too.