Crying right now...because...things have been so bad with my life that I have to move out of my home..and I'm leaving behind the only guy that's been understandable and supportive of me...He's the one supporting me in making this move..because he knows how bad this area has been on me growing up. It's hard to accept that he'll be with other girls. I understand it though. The loneliness and the need. Its just...hurts. Leaving means being disowned, no family whatsoever. Leaving also means going into a big scary city alone. I'm putting on a face of acceptance...but how do I really accept that this is all happening? (rhetorical question) ...I don't want to joke around to feign the hurt either. Le sigh. Sigh with me.

There are so many guy friends/acquaintances that I just want to passionately make out with to see what it'd be like. There's never a good spontaneous opportunity though and it's definitely not worth making it happen but then having everybody we know find out... *sigh*

For all you ladies out there, give some advice to all of us guys who have trouple with the oppposite sex. We all know looks are important, but if a guy were to approach you, what characteristics are you looking for first. I have heard it is confidence but doesn't approaching you in the first place show that? Help the male population out.

Would you be happy if you married the last person you had sex with?

I don't ever go for Asian girls because my biggest fear is that I may be too big for them, 9.75". It would be so awkward and I wouldn't know what to do. My friend said it happened to him, even though she wasn't Asian and it was really awkward talking about it with her.

My problem is that it takes me an entire semester for me to even consider if I would want to date the girl or not and by then it is too late.

I HATE all of the "open letter to everyone - you're beautiful!" sentiments. Every time I see something like that, it always get me more down than anything. The person writing has no idea who I am. Why would I feel uplifted by a deaf girl telling me I had the most beautiful voice? It seems the same and it's awful.

I know I'm not ugly or stupid, and I'm a really friendly guy, but I've always had such awful luck in love. The only times I find guys I actually like, they're days away from leaving forever. I could go grab a random hookup, but it just seems so pointless without an emotional bond.