#2922 I'm in the girls bed, I know she wants me to do something, and yet, I'm paralyzed. I cant make a move at all. I cant stop thinking about what if she pushes me away. This girl is to good to lose. But I will probably lose her if I don't start doing something more.

#2921 I'm too hungover to function today.

#2920 i want to fuck grehg feel good so bad :( but he probably doesnt like black girls

#2919 Just realized that I'm so fucked...I'm so burnt out that I'm destined to fail out this semester without divine intervention or sadistic amounts of addy. My Adhd is so bad now that the only way i can learn is by reading articles, going to class and engaging in discussion. I've been staying in mckeldin to complete work, but I can't do it for the life of me. The sad part about this is that I've already graduated. I just know that a degree in psych at a bachelors level is worth jack shit and unless I finish this year off I'm fuckin doomed. Grad school? Shot...Law school? Shot...Law Enforcement? I'd die before I'd become a cop. Like wtf did I just waste the last 4 years on?...FUUUCKKk my LIIIFFEEE

#2918 Never belonged to home.world outside calls me.i was never yours and only sky snows that.i move from path to paths and go far from far.i sing that only song I know for you.tell me where am gonna go forgetting you? So I was never yours and only sky knows that.

#2917 To 2911 - I know how you feel. I went through something that technically wasn't rape, but gave me the mentality of a rape victim. And I feel increasingly violent whenever I read articles about the subject, and at other times I feel so completely, utterly numb. I also hate it when people say, "oh that test raped me!" or things like that (even though I know that they just don't understand, and that I'm just more sensitive). It's hard to deal with sometimes and I have trouble with people touching sometimes (I'm super aware whenever people touch me, and in most cases I like it when someone's knee touches mine because I want to feel touched, but at the same time it's like my hyper awareness makes me so nervous and I don't always like it). Ugh, it's just so complicated. I wish I felt numb all the time.

#2916 After reading so many posts about guys whining about how they can't get laid. In my opinion honestly I think people need to work on their fundamentals: i.e. get in shape, dress good, go out and hit on girls. Understand this AS A GUY you are obligated to hit on girls it's really all on your shoulders. Girls aren't just going to start coming up to you asking you if you want a blow job!!! or even start hitting on you. If anything if a girl is interested she'll try her best and talk to you, but even than that's up for interpretation. But the last part is really crucial YOU NEED TO HIT ON GIRLS. If you aren't getting laid ask yourself how many girls have I hit on? If not you need to change that. Maybe start by going out to bars and clubs hit on girls there, but mr. anon there's nothing but sluts and attention whores at bars and clubs that want me to buy them drinks. My answer to you is if you aren't getting laid who you are you to judge?? if you're such a high moral person why aren't girls gravitating around your dick! I understand some people may not like the bar or club scene. My answer to that is go hit on girls during the daytime, but I know very very very few guys that actually hit on girls during the daytime, most guys if they don't have alcohol in them are too much of pussies to talk to girls anyways. ALWAYS KEEP THIS IN MIND THOUGH some girls will like you and some girls will not like you that's just life. Focus on girls that actually like you and lay the pipe down on them really hard. At the end of the day I can't feel sorry for a guy complaining about not getting laid if he's relatively not in shape, doesn't dresses well, and doesn't actually hits on girls. Now if the guy did all the above and still doesn't get laid which I find it hard to believe than I might feel sorry for him. Well those are just my thoughts. NOW COMMENT AWAY!!!!

#2915 Every time I start talking to or hang out with a guy who's really nice and cute, whenever he gets close or touches me, I get an internal sense of fear and mistrust. I usually just force myself to get over it by touching or kissing back, even though I feel conflicted and unhappy. It even happened when I met the guy I ended up being with for 4 years (and was really in love with for a time). Any advice on how to get over this?