#3315 Being gay and watching that tall male cheerleader (the one who didn't wanna do the backflip) during the football game was pure torture. One of the hottest guys on campus.

#3314 I don't know what it is, but I'm dead inside. No matter what I try to do, I can't spark life back into me. Going through the motions is the only thing that I do anymore. People think they know me, but they don't really know how empty I am. I have constructed this facade that tries to do good, genuine good for people, but its not providing any satisfaction for me. I really don't know what to do. I've thought about suicide 1000 times and even attempted it from time to time. But I'm still here. Its starting to eat at me, bad. I just hope there's something left by the end, I don't want to be cold anymore. Just want to feel warm again. I just want to live

#3313 Am I the only one who hopes that the government defaults?

#3312 On the surface, I seem like a reasonably outgoing and friendly person, but underneath, I've felt lonely since my freshman year of college. People rarely invite me to things, ask me to hang out with them, or even ask me how I'm doing. And even when I talk with my friends or ask to hang out with them, I feel like they seem almost inconvenienced or annoyed that I'm around. It's not for a lack of trying-I've tried to be more outgoing and more personable, make new friends, and get over my public shyness. But it just seems that no matter what I do, people just don't want to do things with me or talk with me. I've never had a relationship with someone because I can't even get any girls I know to talk to me, let alone hang out.

Maybe I was just destined to be forever alone-I don't know. Whatever it is, it sucks.

#3311 One of the main thing that has been holding me back from getting into a relationship is that I feel like I would have to get a job on top of school to be able to buy my partner things and take her on dates. It's like I'm taking care of someone else too, just so much stress.

#3310 I still pee in the shower and I fap in it too.

#3309 sticking holes in condoms is the best troll LOLOLOL

#3308 So, it has come to this.