#3595 I'm not sure if it's something to be scared about, but I've been having suicidal thoughts. On the upside, I know that I will never go through with it. Sometimes I just think escaping the world is much easier than living it, living with the hardships, the pressure that are presented by everyone, especially my parents. But I'm also scared that if I get pushed to my limits or even further, these thoughts will soon become a reality.

#3594 Sometimes I just wish I was white. I've never been accepted as black anyway so I feel like being black is a waste.

#3593 I'm terrified of falling in love again because I was hurt so badly the last time I did. But things with my boyfriend are moving so fast and so well....I honestly think I'm falling for him already. I think he could be "the one." And it has been less than two months, but it just seems and feels....right. And so much better than any other time I've been in love.
I didn't intend to get so attached so fast, but I honestly don't know what I'd do without him right now.

#3592 I was gonna post about slutty girls but it would have gotten mad hate.

#3591 My dream is to find a girl who is shy, reserved, and will let me dote upon her and show her affection, but isn't afraid to take control sexually. I mean really take control; tease me, lead me around by my dick, use me whenever she wants for whatever she wants, even try out her toys on me, but I dont think dominant girls like that are really out there. I guess I just have this desire to be dominated sexually by a petite girl, one who would basically make me hers, but how can you even begin to find a relationship like that?

#3590 I keep voice mails from my ex girlfriend on my phone... it's been over 2 years since we've broken up. I just can't get over the fact that she no longer even cares that I exist.

#3589 How the fuck do you write a 10 page essay when given only 2 non-weekend days...He could have at least told us the essay topic before hand, but nooooo. Meh, I hope the class is an inaccurate representation of other 100 classes...

#3588 Well then #3556 who says we can't make that scenario a reality? I'd love to fulfill any fantasies you have and then some...