#3875 I can't take people in their twenties any more serious than people my own age.

#3874 I used to wish I could win the lottery and quit my job and not worry about things that require money anymore. But after I thought about it, I realized it would probably fuck up my life. Not because I’d be reckless with it (okay maybe a little) but because there are so few people in my life I genuinely would trust not to be after my money. There are so many people I know who need it and of course I want to help everyone out but god damn, whining that you are not my number one priority all the time really makes me want to tell you to fuck off. And that is exactly what happens right now, albeit not with money. It’s time. I DON’T EVEN HAVE TIME FOR MYSELF. I know this is such a cynical way of looking at it but I honestly think that if I were to become that rich, I couldn’t be myself around most of my family and friends. I’d feel like I didn’t have a right to complain anymore about anything at all. Maybe I’m just not that trusting of a person, but the fact that I really see that as reality depresses the shit out of me. I just feel like if my friends became rich I’d always appreciate some help but I wouldn’t outright ask them to write me a huge check and solve all my problems for me, but I can’t see more than a couple people I know now being like that with me. If you guys think I sound like a douche then, I mean, whatever. It’s a confession page. Shit you wouldn’t normally say to everyone out loud and probably for good reason.

#3873 I came face to face with a fox last night on my way back to hagerstown. It was walking up to me and I was contemplating whether or not to pet it, but my common sense kicked in at the last second and decided that wild animals aren't very predictable in their behaviors. I have always been good with animals, but I feel like I missed a really good opportunity to bond with such a cool animal.

#3872 To #3846 ya I figured you got the msg late. The place that I picked is easily visible though I did not wait.anyway lets do a mckeldin meet-up whenever you want.and it can be taken from there.

#3871 I feel bad I gave up on my college goal of having a girlfriend.

#3870 I'm not worried about getting a job. I'm worried about not making a difference.

#3869 I wish I had known getting good grades was just about hard work. I guess it took me a while to mature and bust my ass. Glad I know now.

#3868 I had sex with my friends girlfriend on top of the physics building (the lower roof) around 7oclock the other night (dark but still early) and a couple grad students apparently saw us out the window and recorded it. She had sex with both of them in exchange for them deleting the video. If some maintenance person had security footage of this, I would pay $100 for it.