#3907 You were the last guy to walk into the Socy200 test today. You sat on the right hand side of the room, in an aisle seat. You had a cough today, and you wore a jacket with a blue plaid inside. I was the guy in the middle section; I kept glancing over at you, and I think you felt it because you started glancing around. We eventually made eye contact for about two seconds, and within those two seconds I had no idea whether I should give a light smile or look away, so I looked away quickly and kinda awkwardly. I wanted to look longer because your face is attractive and welcoming. If only I could tell you this to your face without having an internal mini-anxiety mind flood about what you'd say back.

#3906 Not putting down anyone else because everyone has their own experiences and opinions, but I think the whole "sex is better with someone you care about" thing is kind of bullshit. I like to think that I've been in love before (I'm 20, what the hell do I know?)and the sex was average at best compared to all of my other experiences with hook-up buddies and one night stands. I can see how having the feelings and there being intimacy could possibly create more passion or make you feel better about engaging in the sexual activity but when it comes down to it, if both people involved are really into it (especially when they both have experience), the sex can be out of this world. I guess it could be different with my soulmate one day but...I don't know. At #3866, I also lost my virginity to a random person on the first night I met her. For a little while I second guessed my decision and thought that maybe I should have waited but as my body count went up I realized it doesn't matter to me. Maybe that will happen to you too, but regardless I hope you begin to feel better about it.

#3905 I'm supposed to be studying :p

#3904 To #3868, I'm sorry to hear that :(. I don't blame you for feeling crappy about it, but at least now maybe you know yourself a little better. Sometimes we have to make mistakes in order to figure that out. If you know what you want in sex, I suggest you stick to it more strongly than you stick to any one guy. A lot of people make this mistake and you're certainly not alone. But you are entirely in control of your future, so cheer up, it won't be bad forever!

#3903 I wish my roommate was attractive and nice to look at. Instead, he's really awkward, is always playing video games or watching some Asian cartoon, and is a total nerd.

#3902 Compare to most, I think I have a relatively nice life for which I am very grateful. I have sex a lot with these American girls. I gotta say that cosmo magazine is the shit.

#3901 I'm a freshman and had my first boyfriend a few months before college. We broke up at the end of the summer after I learned that I really did not like being in a relationship. Now I've kind of been easy since I've been here because I'm not trying to have a relationship with anyone, and I like just plain hooking up without strings. But I kind of wish I had never been in that relationship, so then I would have never learned that I don't like them. Then I would have waited for a special guy here instead of just hooking up so much. Does that make sense?

#3900 im over 25 years old. but im still a weed virgin. where do people get weeds in CP?