Sunday, 17 November 2013 10:52 PM
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#3995 I heard a baby making silly, but annoying noises on the bus today. I starting thinking about murdering the little brat and I got so wet thinking about killing the little brat. I just wanted to run over there, rip the kid out of the parents' hands, throw it out the window and then throw the parents under the bus and rape their corpses. I went home and masturbated to that thought. I'm not ashamed.
Sunday, 17 November 2013 09:12 PM
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#3992 if you want to know the real nature of a man, give him a mask. UMD Confession is the mask..gotta say, some real fucked up people living and walking around us
Sunday, 17 November 2013 09:00 PM
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#3991 I dated my ex for almost three years when he broke up with me. Going into the relationship, I didn’t expect much. He was a shy, withdrawn, music nerd, 100% my type. After dating six months I told him I loved him, and at a year I started dreaming of a future with him. I’m no hopeless romantic, I’m actually highly logical, but I fell so hard for him, and he had became my best friend…but then the troubles came.
He’s an aspiring musician who’s been working to make it in a band for almost six years. He shines most when he does his solo stuff, but he seemed so fearful of rejection that he didn’t pursue it. He’s in his late 20s, has never worked full-time, and wasn’t really moving forward with his music. We had discussed a future, and I wanted to make it happen. But every time I approached him about getting a full-time job until he could make money off of music, he shut down. And when I’d confront him about his communication issues, he’d shut down as well. When I had a general problem, like him not being affectionate enough, he wouldn’t understand why I was upset and then he would shut down. After getting those responses for a year or so, I grew weary and became irritable, emotional, and insecure about how serious he was about us, and if he even loved me. My irritability felt like it was fueled the last few months by a change in my birth control and stress at my job that made me feel manic, and I believe that fed into his withdrawal from me.
He broke up with me under a lot of pretenses, that he loved me but wasn’t sure if he was right for me, that we couldn’t be what the other needed, that he wasn’t ready for something so serious, that I was too insecure and jealous, that he needs to grow and discover himself. They all sounded like lines. What baffles me is he was never “that guy”. I’m not romanticizing him, he was the guy who would blow off his friends to spend a night in with me. He was the guy who was really excited for me to meet all of his family, and to come to a family wedding with me in September.
He broke up with me, and then sent me an email explaining things, and after I asked him to consider a break and write out all of his grievances, we went a couple of days and he told me he couldn’t do it. I still have so many questions. I don’t know if he fell out of love with me, or he didn’t think I was worth the fight. I know insecurity can ruin things, I know I had become crazy, but I can’t shake the feeling he’s the man for me, and that I may have ruined things forever by not being more supportive. I didn’t realize until now that all of the things I was scared of about him being a touring musician didn’t scare me as much as not being with him. And I’m not afraid of being alone, but I hate not being with him. The easy answer is to move on, we both have problems to deal with right now. But I am still so in love with him and I can’t let it go. Sorry this is an essay.
Sunday, 17 November 2013 08:55 PM
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#3990 Touching myself takes a least an hour out of my day. While the release is great, I wish I had the ability to get off faster. As a girl in engineering, I really do not have that kind of time on a daily basis.
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Sunday, 17 November 2013 08:35 PM
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#3988 At the risk of following the stereotype that girls only like guys who are assholes.. Even though I am a virgin, being dominated is definitely a turn on for me so I feel like that is why I am more attracted to guys aren't your typical "nice guys". I wish I could find a guy who was a nice balance of both.