#4179 I used to be a happy out going girl involved in everything. I am now engaged, with my fiance being hundreds of miles away. He's a jealous freak. He doesn't let me do anything including joining clubs because he worried guys will try to hit on me and we could use that extra time I waste on clubs to talk. I used to say well too bad and do whatever the hell I wanted but I'm sick of all the fights. I love him but I'm quickly starting to resent him along with everyone else. He never goes anywhere that I wouldn't approve of and he even stopped talking to any girl just so I wouldn't ever feel uncomforatble or jealous but honestly I'm not willing to do the same, my friends (guys) used to be a huge part of my life and now I can't even hangout with them without him flipping out. I have no motivation for anything and all I want to do is stay in bed and cry. I miss him terribly but this is just too much. I know if we are together in the same state everything would be better and he would be cool with me doing everything but that's along time from now (After I graduate). I told him let's take a break for now so I can focus on myself and my studies but he understood it as if I want to go play the field while expecting him to wait for me until after I graduate which is not true!! I told him I just need a break right now to get myself together and he said a break from him now is a break from him forever, meaning either we break off everything or we stick it out together now because if were engaged we will be married soon and we need to learn to workout our problems together not run away from them. I don't know what to do. I know he loves me and wants me to be happy but it seems like he only wants me to be happy with him! I can't focus on my grades or anything anymore. I'm depressed and I can't imagine my life without him but I don't know what to do. I used to look at people and think they were pathatic for getting depressed over some guy but I'm in their shoes now. If I do call it off, I know he will be heartbroken for months and years to come. He absolutly loves

#4178 I'm ready to leave this god forsaken hellhole for a bit and go back to my family. I'm tired of learning; learning is failing, failing is depression, learning is depression.

#4177 Oh so you decide to tailgate me and drive bumper to bumper in highway. You think your cool huh? Well, let me hit my breaks and see how fast you would react, after all I need a new car.

#4176 Listen I am not racist. I see a PERSON getting hanged from a tree. NOT a black person getting hanged from a tree. They could be white, yellow, blue with pink pokadots for all I care, all I see is a person.

#4175 If you can't find a job then get a degree in Agriculture, we always need more farmers. Whether you are white or yellow or red or green or black, working on the fields all day is a great way to earn a living.

#4174 I feel that getting a History Major is a complete waste unless if you are also taking a Minor in Time Travel.

#4173 I just had sex with my professor

#4172 Soo we're having sex, I pull out and say suck it, she did. She was bad at it. I started laughing. Bad move. She got mad and stopped. My dumb ass told her why, thinking I could coach her.Nope! Now I'm fuckin my hand. Smdh. Either way boner lost. I still finished. That dismount though.