#5361 I know something's wrong with me but not what exactly it is. It's gotten to the point that it's affecting my performance in school, and many days I rarely can get out of bed to go to class. I know something's not right, yet I've been to two different places including the Counseling Center and I've gotten nothing out of it. It seems like just because I'm not suicidal that my problems don't matter. I'm sure that if I could "check that box" people would care more. Of course I understand why so much emphasis is put on treating suicidal patients and whatnot but I wish I could just get some help even though I still want to live. I really don't know ho w to explain this but I'm just so frustrated that I actually made the choice TWICE to try to get help because I know something's wrong and both times have backfired because I can't get any attention. I feel myself sinking deeper and deeper and I don't even know what I'm supposed to do about it anymore.

#5360 A lot of the people I'm around have the habit of describing way too many things by using race or mental illnesses as an adjective. "She's so bipolar" or "this asian dude" or "she's like ghetto black" and like ????? why do you do this. Your vocabulary is awful and you sound like a moron.

#5359 Nothing annoys me more than people and "God's plan" for them. You do understand by that logic, God has a plan for every person who worships him. So people born into shit fuck all poverty and die at 25 in a civil war are all part of his plan. Great fucking plan that is, lots of pain and pointless suffering. I'm sorry, but I am an atheist and I was born into a very very fortunate life with a loving family, amazing friends and financially secure life. That's bullshit, if someone is religious and god has a plan then they would deserve my life. No, life is all luck and people fortunate as me need to do their best to help others not nearly as fortunate. Praying into the sky to a God who allows so much pain and suffering is a waste of time.

#5358 I seriously hate it when someone comments on a photo but doesn't like it.

#5357 if i see a black person with an iPad on campus i automatically assume they're an athlete

#5356 My boyfriend cheated on me and ever since it's been hard trying to trust him again knowing since the incident he has been changing and a better guy than before. But because of that I always have a constant need to check his phone or things whenever I get the chance and it sucks. I don't want to keep going through his phone because we all deserve privacy, but I just can't help it. I need help and advice on how I can stop this nonsense.

#5355 So I recently haven't been happy and been more emotional and stressed. Because of this my boyfriend and I have been arguing about little stupid things that I think is important at the moment, but in reality it's not that big of a deal. I honestly feel that I am crazy or going through something deeper, but I don't know what it could be and it sucks that I am taking it out on my boyfriend. I'm basically ruining my own relationship with a great guy and it's killing me that I'm the one that is ruining everything because of my emotions. I'm confused with myself and honestly don't know what to do.

#5354 I'm a black woman and I really would like to date a white guy.