#5697 to #5680 and other posts about depression. I encourage you to see a psychiatrist. They can perscribe you medication. I had really bad depression in highschool until I saw one. Even a low dosage of a common antidepressant can help immensly. Some people may be skeptical about how these drugs cam just "make you happy" and they're wrong becase they don't. They just make you not sad/depressed. It might take a while to find the right doctor or medication but trust me its worth it. Also outreach to friends/family if you want to talk about it. Sometimes just venting about stuff to someone helps.

#5696 I was just wondering where that escort of UMD is? Haven't heard one of her stories in a while.

#5695 I avoid helping white people at any cost. For example, when there are kids selling candy or something to fundraise, I would buy from them if they are Black, or maybe even Latino or Native American. But I would NEVER buy from a White kid. Why? Because white people already have money. They've spent centuries stealing resources from other races homelands, murdering, and then brainwashing and attempting to rewrite history to frame themselves as courageous and innovational. Anything white people have today was built off the backs of violence at the expense of everyone else.

Yes, I will smile in your in face, I will pretend to be your friend, but best believe I will outwork you, I will be one step ahead of you, you will fear my success, and I wouldn't even PISS on you if you were on fire.

#5694 I have therapy, medication, basically everything except for a support system. If I try to talk about my depression at all my friends get super awkward ("Oh, let's not focus on that") and eventually start drifting away. I don't need anyone to fix me, I just want the people I love to listen. Is that so much to ask?

#5693 I hate when people talk about money. It makes me feel bad about myself, not because I don't have money but because it isn't as big of a problem for my family as it is for theirs. I feel really guilty that my parents can pay for college out of pocket when there are people who depend on loans and scholarships. I always feel bad when all my friends are talking about filling out scholarship forms and talking about loans and FAFSA because I don't have that problem because my parents can pay my tuition without needing them. I try to hide the fact that I don't use financial aid or loans and don't apply for scholarships because i don't want people to think that I am spoiled. I'm not. Is it normal to feel guilty about this?

#5692 Am I fat because I drink? Or do I drink because I'm fat?
#Catch22

#5691 The boys that comment on these posts are genuinely terrifying. They're the reason I don't post my actual confessions. I'm afraid what creepy shit they'd say.

#5690 For some reason I find joy out of making girls cry. especially after cheating on them