#5716 In response to
#5696. Hey there, it's the escort. Getting ready to graduate finally, but I am sure you aren't reading this to hear about my scholastic achievements.
Um lets see, well I recently joined an agency which has been interesting. I basically have to wait around in a hotel all day waiting for clients. It's ok, but nerve-wracking because I literally have no idea who is going to walk through my door (side note- all clients are pre-screened, but by the agency, not by me). I had this Asian guy the other day with the biggest dick I have ever seen, so yay Asians.
I had one guy come in tell me he wanted a redhead, and then walk out again. I have to constantly remind myself that I signed up for a career in which I will be judged solely on physical attributes. In this business, that is my worth. Luckily I am one of those people who has an understanding of how unimportant being beautiful is in the rest of my life. I would hate to be someone who can only be described as "beautiful" and not much else. That would truly be awful. It's part of the reason why I think being an escort, or in porn, or in modeling should be something reserved for the over 21 crowd. For youngsters who are still developing a sense of self, having your world be defined by your sex appeal can be hugely damaging if you don't have a healthy perspective. Trying to win at the attractiveness game will just make me crazy, so when client walks out because I have the body of a burlesque dancer, and not the body of a 12 year-old girl I have gotten very good at shrugging my shoulders and moving on. I get much more bummed when I go on regular dates with guys and they reject me, because they are seeing more of the whole picture of who I am, and then deciding to pass.
Anyway, I'll get off my soapbox now. I am not sure if I will stay with the agency because the shifts take up an entire day, and I would rather just work for a couple hours in the evening. Also I prefer not to run my business like a fast food joint. I care about quality of service, and having 4+ clients in a day makes that difficult. Without the agency it's not as easy to get clients and I have to do my own screening, but I keep everything I earn.
Also, in case anyone is wondering I am seeing a great guy who knows what I do and completely supports me. Neither of us are big on monogamy anyway, so he does his thing, and I do mine. We are committed to each other emotionally, but not physically, and he is my best friend (and was for a long time before things turned sexual).
Ok well, I am off to the gym. Hey if anyone has done p90x can they give me their thoughts about it? I am feeling uninspired with my workout routine and want to kick things up a notch. And to the trolls who are about to make a funny, no I won't have sex with you in exchange for advice about my work out routine. Remember I don't do guys under 40 years old.
Enjoy the warm weather fellow terps, and congratulations to everyone about to graduate!