#6917 There's a guy that works at the Starbucks off Cherry Hill Road, and like damn. Maybe one day I'll stop being a bitch and actually talk to him instead of awkwardly spitting out my coffee order and smiling nervously from afar.
Tellin y'all, I got game.

#6916 i love my ability to empathize with people and would not trade the depth of my feelings for anything in the world, but sometimes being an empath is a pain in the ass. i have to leave the room when embarrassing/awkward things happen on TV, i feel physically ill when someone else has been wronged or mistreated, and i've even cried on behalf of other people before when something went wrong in their lives and they weren't even crying. it makes me look like the typical hysterical over-emotional woman, and sometimes i really hate it.

#6915 Can the Acapella group please find some new songs to sing? I'm fucking tired of hearing them sing "Animal" in the diner. They're shit too.

#6914 I love posting selfies on Reddit gonewild it gives me so much confidence. The best part is no one will ever guess who I am :p

#6913 Why do people like Indian girls but not Indian guys? It's always been my question.

#6912 I found this guy on this [gay] dating app the first time I ever downloaded one and used it. He was the first person I talked to. We had some conversation and I guess I said something off and he blocked me. I tried once or twice to message (different account, I know, shamefully creepy) him after but got no response (didn't get blocked again though). I was sad but got over it eventually cause y'know, that's life.

He's a student who lives on campus and I had never seen him. So a month goes by without me ever having seen him, and at this point it's pretty much out of my mind. Then I see him. I nearly had a heart attack. It get's even worse (better?) because I end up seeing him in the library and sit literally right next to him (Separate desks, not a table, I'm not that bold). I don't know if he knew it was me but he never left. He had plenty of chances to leave but he didn't. I pretended I didn't know him so the only words exchanged were me telling him to move his backpack so I could sit down when I first came.
It was the most exciting/anxious 4 hours of my life.

The sad thing is I want to meet/talk to him again. But there's no way. I blocked him on that app for my own good and I can't find him anywhere else. Only chance encounters. I have no idea what to do but ever since seeing him again I'm so anxious to see him again. I'm sure I'll get over it again if I don't see him for a while but if I do it'll just happen all over again. I wish there was some non-stalkery way I could just meet him again.

#6911 I'm about 75% sure I'm bi right now. I may just be overly curious but still, downloading gay dating apps is certainly a sign that I'm not pure straight. Even with that, I can't talk to any of my friends about it. They've said they don't care if they know gay people but honestly I don't know if they'd stay friends with me if I said I'm bi. I don't think they'd do it because they're homophobic or something, but because they'd be uncomfortable.

If I ever find someone though, who is not a girl, I'd probably have to spill the beans at that point... If that ever happens. Gay dating apps are basically just "Get Sex Now" apps. I'm not really interested in that and being not attractive or fit (I'm not fat, just not "toned" or skinny) doesn't help.

Life is hard, man.

#6910 If only girls knew that I was shiki in the streets, but bankai in the sheets...