#6989 I think I'm seriously boned maybe but I still have some hope of pulling things off for this semester. It's just there is a lot to do and I've been having some personal issues. I wish there were some kind of counseling service that was for "everything has gone to shit plis help" so I could have some help getting my life together.

Okay thanks goodbye happy Tuesday

#6988 I wish I had a girl to cuddle with.

#6987 I have this friend who moved 100 miles away to PA last summer. We like each other a lot and messed around a while back, but I ended it because he was in an open relationship with someone else and that's really not my style. Since then, he's dumped the girl and wants to be with me. Part of me would really like to be with him too, but he's a mess. He dropped out of college after trying to commit suicide and he's done a lot of other intentional damage to himself because he thinks he's a terrible person and he's pushed a lot of people he loves away because he essentially doesn't think he's worthy of them, but every time I see him he tells me about his issues and says it helps to talk to me and he wishes we could be together. I reject him because it's just not a safe situation to put myself in. I don't want to be the one he pushes away and I don't want to tie myself to someone who has zero faith in themselves to build a good life. I don't think I can love someone properly who can't look out for themselves. I tell him I think he can make it because he's smart and capable, and he just says he can't and I have a feeling that would only get magnified if we did go out. I desperately want to help him because I do love him, and I feel terrible for rejecting him because he drops these things to make me feel bad about it whenever I see him now. He doesn't seem to see why this is such a hazardous situation for me to put myself in and just tells me that I'm too unwilling to take risks and that I'm looking for perfection which I'll never find in anyone. But I'm 20 years old and I like to think I have a bright future. I'm not looking for perfection, I'm just looking for someone who has faith in themselves and isn't a basket case. But right now he's all I can think about because I care so much for him and I always look forward to seeing him when he visits and I'm really stressed out otherwise with school. My best friend who I'd like to talk to about this stuff is also depressed because she has a ridiculously hard life (abusive family, a number of physical ailments, struggling with school) and I want to help her too but she hates when people complain to her about issues less painful than hers, which I understand so I kinda feel crushed from all sides. I've never had issues with depression and I've always been very stable and relatively happy, but right now I feel so downtrodden because I can't help anyone and everywhere I turn there's more sadness. Help.

#6986 My GPA is at a 2.7 right now and I'm so unmotivated and given up on grad school that I'm satisfied with C's at this point.

#6985 I just master-bated to Testudo!

#6984 This is #6856 again. Thanks, #6909 :) I didn't think I'd actually get a response from another. I do know my attacker and he still goes to this school :/

Thanks to everyone who commented on my original post, too. I just wanted to clarify that I'm not depressed or upset about it, at least not anymore. It was a very long time ago. I'm very happy with my life right now and how it's going. It took a while to get to this point and realize that only yes means yes. Rarely, I'll still feel like it was my fault or I could've done something about it but I can't help how I feel and I think it's normal and okay I just feel this way as long as I acknowledge my feelings and deal with them in a healthy manner. I'm just conflicted about what to do at this point, and if I should take any actions. There's also more to the story that complicates things but I feel like telling any of it will give me away :( I wanted to message one of you but I'm scared to trust strangers. ...for some reason I feel the need to apologize right now

#6983 I wish there were more girls that are into gangbangs...I've done 2 MMMFs here but its pretty hard to come across girls that are dtf like that

#6982 I think that if a woman claims rape due to a case of regret or remorse, or if she was caught cheating then she should receive and have to serve the same sentence as the male if he had actually committed rape and been convicted.