#7885 How am I not supposed to spend most of my time, money, and energy on getting not sober when my favorite person in the world has blamed me for multiple suicide attempts?

#7884 This is how I feel right now knowing I'm graduating on Friday.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2VZHNLfU2ec

GO Terps! Deff going to Miss UMD.

#7883 Story time! I changed the names in the story for obvious reasons.

Well I have a friend who is gay and uses those gay apps. My best friend, let's call her Rachel, has a boyfriend who's name is lets say Eric. My friend was on it once when he was over, and I saw a guy that looked kind of familiar. I see a picture of who I think is Eric. I didn't want to go to Rachel right away since his face wasn't rly posted and it wasn't so clear. My friend messaged him, and when he sent over a face picture I nearly cried for my best friend who is in love with him. I don't know what to do..Do I tell her???

#7882 I've always interested in South Asians - Indians
Though not just random girls. The one who can I can be comfortable with. My Indian friend is gorgeous, so I feel like I am out of her league. What to do?

#7881 To the red head guy who wears sweatshirts to the gym and works at the south campus diner: you're beautiful. You also make a mean quesadillas

#7880 I was doing okay all semester and then I had to go off my birth control - the resulting hormonal FUCK-UP it did to my body put me into a severely apathetic/depressed state for two or so weeks where I didn't care for classes or eating or running or getting out of bed or anything...I've never experienced anything like it. I'd alternate between staring out my window and crying for no reason. Lost nine pounds in a fortnight.
Unfortunately, that was smack in the middle of my second round of midterms. Now I'm stuck with horrible grades during my most important semester. I don't have a solid internship lined up for the summer, I don't think I'll get one, I'm doubting my career prospects because of all of it, and I feel like I've colossally failed my family, my SO, and myself.
Whoo.

#7879 So I'm a straight guy, and I finally made an account in the hopes of finally getting a fwb type of situation for this summer/maybe even the school year. I don't really think this'll work, but I might as well give it a shot. I'm black, 6'0, well-off, "nicely-tooled", live in MD, awkward in the good kind of way (I think?), not a douche (or at least I think so, but who even knows nowadays), well-mannered, and generally pretty nice overall. I workout a lot so I'm pretty fit, and I'd say I'm above average in the face, but I don't exactly have binders full of women knocking on my door begging for me. And yes, I guess you could say that "the thirst is real," but idc, because I feel like most people who are not in a relationship (girls too) would like a fwb situation. And from what I've been told from past "encounters," I'm pretty damn good at it, I'm just too awkward to ask them if they want a fwb situation, mainly because I'm actually good friends with most of them now.

#7878 I have this extreme fear that I smell. Badly. Whenever I'm high, I think that I'm shitting myself at some point, or farting, or having trouble controlling my bowels, and that everyone is noticing and talking about how I smell. But when I'm no longer high, I check myself and it never actually happens. And when I ask people if I smell (just regularly or if I'm sweaty), they always say no, but I never believe them. So I'm just stuck in this cycle of always being paranoid that I smell, without any real resolution. It's really frustrating, that's why I always wear cologne to try and see if that'll help. I take these Chlorella pills I found on Amazon that apparently help a lot, and I think they help me, but I just. Don't. Know. Uuuuuggghhh.