I never meant to hurt him but he has to know that he can't have me because I belong to someone else.

Lately I can't trust anyone, not even myself. I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore. I just want to lay in my bed and cry all day.

me and my boyfriend hangout on are regular basis & every time im busy doing something else he gets pissed cause we can't have sex. so annoying.

Valentine Day arrive and yet I still haven't been ask for a time. I missed they day we all get Valentine gift for every classmate like in elementary, but as we grow up with no love to share, it's all history and now this is reality. It annoys me how couples say "Happy Valentine's Bae" for a whole day, while I'm just watching movies by myself for time to go away. Meh, though I never experience having a partner and will this "forever alone" actually stay longer? Life is to short to be in depression when the least you can do is have that silly expression. If you can make another person smile, you'll have that warm feeling for a while and maybe it that one person will be attracted by your smile.... and I just realized that rhymed. Lols. I always say to myself I am forever alone, forever unknown when it is nothing but the devil applying negivities on my mind and even asked why am I still alive? Living in this world isn't easy and I was told there will be no one out there treating you like a baby. As I figure out what's next in my journey, I have to stick my head up and compete with that mystery. Think more about yourself and those who loves you truly. Im not good with english, this must be the worst you have read but oh well, I'm still learning. Happy Valentine Day, and Hey, you're not alone cause eveverything will be okay. From -Don't worry about it??

I have a female room mate and she doesn't know I'm into women. But this morning I got up to get something to drink and as I walked pass her bedroom. Her door was open and as I looked in on her. She had the cover's pulled  back, her legs wide open and all I could do was stop and look. She looks better then Tyra Banks and with the same kind of body and she's just laying there with just panties on. The sight of her made me so damn hot I had to stick my hand down my panties and had to masturbate. I thought she was sleeping, but she wasn't and then I saw her  hand move down her body and the next thing I knew she was pulling on her nipples, moaning and moving her ass all around. I  wanted to go in her room so bad!!!!! but I didn't want to freak her out or run her off. So all I could do was look as she played with herself. She then pull the biggest dildo I have seen in my life from under her pillow and started sucking and pulling on it, she was horny as hell I could tell and she then pull herself out of her panties, turn over and stuck her ass in the air, put her hand with this big as dildo under her and started fucking herself doggy style I could hear how wet she was and I'm out of my panties now, down on my hands and knees wishing it was me fucking her. We are both dripping wet and on fire. She then turn her head and I think she saw me. so I got up and ran to my room and now she's gone to work and I'm sitting her in her bed smelling her sheets fucking myself with the same toy she was playing with and when she comes home tonight from work I don't know what's going to happen because I know she saw me looking at her.

I can't wait for summer, so all the girls can wear short shorts and low cut shirts I love me some boobies

I have had 4 roommates, This is my 4th semester all do not like me and nor I like them but one, and I really hope it says that way, I really do not want this one to end up not liking me and being fake too.... I am really not that bad of a person, really.

ugh these readings for womanism and this class is killing me..... if you're good for the job do it... why do we need sexism? if a woman wants to be a firefighter go ahead but you gotta be able to lift heavy stuff.. if a man wants to be a male hairstylist do it but you gotta learn how to cut hair... WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE DO...