I love spending Valentine's Day at the local animal shelter. Forget humans, animals need more love!

I care waay too much about what other people think of me. Its like their happiness means more to me than my own. But the second that I take my own interest to heart, certain people get all bicthy like I'm their property or I'm the one whose wrong. I can never get my point across without being ran over or or left feeling like my opinions or thoughts are stupid. This is very depressing and causes my mind to race all the time and I question myself about what is wrong with me?? Why dont people like me? People make me feel so stupid and inferior.

Valentines is on Friday and I been broken hearted for 6 months, watching and listening to you talk about your crush and problems. Even doing anything to cheer you up, you still wouldnt even consider having a tiny speck of love for me, after all im a girl and so are you. So I decided to forget all about you and move on with my life. Bye.

Honestly, love just bailed on me a few days ago. It all started in my dorm room where love haunted me raising the pressure of the blood coursing through my veins. Because love didn't want me. Love wanted him. Him being the potential. Him being the all American. Him being the one love wanted. Him being it's everything. Him being the all star. It being the trophy wife and me being the side dude.
See, I was the temporary. I endured trials and tribulations only to be told 4 words " you can't have me".
But that's not what I thought.
See, I had searched to find the positivity that will once again make me a happy person
I had tried to be many women's ex boyfriend's stuntmen. I had tried to do what he never had the courage to do, but there is always someone else to take the credit
Although, I am ordinary in stature, I refuse to opt out for the easy way out of love, because I've worked too hard just to meet you. You being the one
But low key, I was hurt
And from there, I became this pessimistic individual whose heart decided to make me behave like a instinctive animal whose instinct it was to chase you and to capture you as if my human mortality depended on it
Because little does she know, there is a such thing as a broken heart
where the heart tendons break due to intense grief, acute anger, sudden fear, or any other deep emotional trauma causing the heart to loose its delicate form. And from there, causing the heart to collapse. And the angrier I get, the more I hurt
I mean, They say don't hurt others just because you're hurt but how can you not when you just want them to know how you feel
Yes, her father left her a fatherless bastard leaving her to be an enigma to her past, present, and future relationships but then again mine left also so how could I not understand her
But then I thought, of course it's a meaning of her being Daddy's little girl and without his guidance, She fell into the image that I and every other guy wanted her to be transcending deeper into society's depiction of just how women can be and should be making me and every other male she ever encountered after having to work hard just to please her
Just to love her but like every young women in today's society she has philophobia
The fear of being in love
The fear of falling in love
A fear that is persistent, irrational, and abnormal, but I let the better man. She said I was just a bitter man when I was the better man

I been single for 19years! I don't know why but guys seem to voided me like the plague . It's really frustrating going form only having guy friends to having none at all.. Have a changed that much?

Victoria G you make my heart skip a beat when you smile! Your cute and your smile is amazing :)

To Alexandria J, you are the only reason I go to class your freaking beautiful and I would love to get to know you more

I know you're reading this and I just want to say I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lead you on or waste your time. Please forgive me. I love our friendship but I can' give you more than that right now. I need to work on me. Sorry.