#5796 I've recently became single and nobody talks to me. I feel alone in this world. Old "friends" haven't talked to me in weeks, girlfriend which I talked to every day isn't there anymore. I'm going to work out of state in the middle of nowhere for 2 months tomorrow and I feel like i'm stuck in a rut with no way of getting out. Starting to realize just because you have a lot of money doesn't mean you're happy if you don't have someone to share it with.

"Q"- Way to slip that last line in there real smooth like

#5715 Ive been in a relationship for over 3 years now and it started my freshmen year of college. I confess that I find myself wishing I was single now so i can meet other women in college. just feels like things are getting old with my current gf. I actually kinda miss chasing new beautiful girls to try and win them over. Idk.

#5715 I confess that I have battled with depression my whole life. I hate school, I hate my job, I hate everything about my life and I long for a reset button. The closest thing I've found is suicide. I'm really getting to that point because i'm miserable and I don't know what else to do.

Omega- Please contact the university counseling center.
https://www.southeastern.edu/admin/counseling/

#5722 PLEASE HELP! So lately I've been getting these spam text messages from someone I don't know. I'm pretty sure it's a guy, or a girl pretending to be a guy. I searched the number and nothing comes up. They send sext messages, spam me with bipolar shit and trash talk me and then apologize right after like a psycho. Things they say don't make sense so I don't think they even know me. My number is not posted online but I'd love to have this person get a taste of their own medicine and get spammed as well. It's like they get bored and want to intensely harass people.

"Q"- I know it's not as fun as recruiting a crusade of internet white knights, but have you tried blocking the number?

#5732 "Q"- Forewarning: this is a long one, so don't bitch about the length of you don't have time to read it.

This might not be a confession,but I just need to say it somewhere just to get this off my chest. Growing up I had a terrible childhood,my mom was never home and her boyfriends were always awful people,by the time I was 12 I had been raped by 2 different people. One of whom was in my older brothers family and the other was my step father which went on for 3 whole years,shortly after my little brother and sister were taken away, and I was also getting picked on at school. I was so lonely. I just felt like with every year I was here feeling dirty, blaming myself for what happened, it chipped more and more of me away. So I decided to kill myself (It didn't work out as you can tell :p) I swallowed an entire bottle of sleeping meds, when I started to fall asleep my neighbor came over to give me a book she had borrowed, by then I could barely walk. I could speak and I was going in and out of consciousness. I kept thinking on the ride to the emergency room "This was what I wanted" I didn't want to feel damaged anymore, I didn't want to be aware of how alone I was. They gave me this awful black stuff to drink, it made me lose everything in my stomach (serves me right). I lived, but my family didn't look at me the same anymore. I was constantly watched. When the opportunity came to move in with my childhood friend I took it, shortly after I moved to Hammond with her while she went to college. Even still, I had to try and fight for reasons to be happy, and reasons to keep trying. Maybe I was just being childish. I tried to lie to myself. I wasn't as nice a person as I pretended to be. I wasn't always happy. I ended up getting a job at very small store, someplace no one thought I'd get a job at. This is were my life changed. Everyone there was so nice to me, and I felt like I was part of a family. It was probably silly of me but that is how I felt. And then I met this nerd. He was so awkward and shy that it was funny. I decided that I wanted him. I've never really had any real relationship with guys, scars from stuff like that never goes away. He was just so innocent though and I guess I envied that. He had been raised in a good home with great parents and had friends who loved him. I wanted to be near someone like that. So we started to date, and I was so incredibly happy. Then something terrible happened; I got pregnant. He took it like a champ, saying he would take care of me and that we would figure what to do later together but once I started getting sick I knew they wouldn't make it,After that all the progress I had made had died. I irrationally blamed myself,blamed him even. I wanted to leave but had nowhere to go,and I thank god everyday I didn't. After it was all over I cried everyday,I mourned for what I had lost. Some days I was so psycho I WOULD HAVE LEFT ME,but he never did he just held me and told me it would be okay,it would get better. Eventually we moved in together and alas this story does have a point. In the end I was just being childish, thinking everything had to go well for me to be happy. All the experiences I've had has led me to here. I wake up every morning looking forward to the day ahead weather its working at my special place or just being home with him. I wake up every morning and go to bed every night knowing that he will be the last face I see. He is all the family I ever needed and I hope one day I can be the person he sees in me. :) even if this doesn't go on confessions,I'm still glad I could tell someone ( whoever is reviewing this <3)

#5715 I confess that I've always wanted to take a sample of my semen and bring it to the biology lab just to study it under a microscope. I mean I can't be the only one that wants to see what those little haploids look like. Right?

#5720 I confess that I hate the Little Liza Jane song that the band plays before the football game! What does it have to do with Southeastern?! Change the damn song and stop playing it before every game! It was old when y'all played it before every game last season!

#5714 So I'd like to join a dating site or two..but I'm kinda nervous about it, ya know with the weirdos and creeps out there. Is it more common for people to be on them now? It seems like it!! Any tips? Good sites?anything!