#24050 You left me desperate. You left me broken--I see your face all over the sky's and all over the earth. I would give anything to spend one last day with you.

-C

#24049 "Front on me" is that some new retard lingo?

#24048 I'm getting really tired of these friendships where people only talk to you when they want advice or a favor. The ones where the other person won't even ask how you're doing when you see them, won't ask about what's going on with you. The friendships with the emotionally self-centered, who try to downplay a conversation and change the subject if they're not talking about their own problems or you're not making them laugh.

The worst part of it is that this seems to be all of my friendships. It fucking ridiculous and emotionally exhausting. Sorry for the rant.

#24047 Lately I realized that friendship doesn't always last forever. Each friend you made appeared in your life for a particular moment; they might become your childhood best friend, high school best friend or college bestie, but all good things must come to an end.

As I grow and learn I no longer share the same interestsinterests or mentality or ideologies as my old friends and so we drift apart.

Thank you for filling all these past chapters with unforgettable memories and experiences, but the time has come for me to bid you farewell. I wish you the best of luck and may the next person lucky enough to meet you will appreciate the goodness you will bring into their life.

#24046 childhood best friend got married today. he'll never know that I'm pissed about it though. Asked me last year if I'd want to be invited, I said of course, but the invitation never came.

He posted some sappy thing on FB today, and apologized for not inviting ppl cuz things were hectic n confusing n what not. All I can think is "Hey fucker, remember me? first guy whos house you went over to. The guy that was with you when your dad died, hung out with you practically every weekend for like 4 years. The guy who chose you to come camping with him every year for his birthday. Like shit, I know we havent been the best of friends the last few years, but we used to be brothers. wtf happened?

#24045 I'm the Dumbledore of tinder because I'm the head master

#24044 I'm only now realizing that I've never had a true "best friend". I've had friends, and a couple throughout my childhood that I thought were my best friends, but I was never their best friend in return. In some cases, I think some of them were using me for what I could give them (I was very generous with gifts/rides/help in general).

I've never had that BFF thing. I'd like to know what it feels like, but I am incapable of making friends anymore.

#24043 Sometimes I feel proud of deciding not to cut myself, deciding not to kill myself, being able to take my meds everyday, and not succumbing to alcohol, drugs, and cigarettes.

And then I feel ashamed of being proud, because I'm failing in all other aspects of life.