#6454 People back home don't know I'm gay, and I feel like I could never be close to them and they will never understand me. I feel like I'm always pretending in front of my family. Sometimes I even wonder what it'd be like if they all died and I didn't have to pretend to anyone anymore. That's how much of a horrible person I am. People at Purdue know I'm gay, yet no one really cares about me. I feel like I don't belong any where. I don't have people to call my own, not at home, and not at Purdue. My new years resolution is to cry less this year, be less depressed, live 'til the next one.

#6453 Sometimes I hate myself for being too nice, too trusting, and too friendly. I hate that I always assume the best in people and I give them the benefit of the doubt. And most of all, I hate it when I'm not treated the same way I treat u

#6452 I don't get the problem with yolo. isn't that the right ideology to live by?

on the other hand swag is just cocky, douchey and pretentious.

#6451 Is there anyone at Purdue who offers singing lessons? I will pay by, just looking for someone who can teach and is patient.

My confession is that I love eating icecream and ketchup.

#6450 Today was supposed to be the 10 "month-versary" of my boyfriend and I. Last night he called me and told me he doesn't love me anymore.
Day before yesterday I was snuggled up with him and being treated like I usually was. Nothing was out of the ordinary. He even said he loved me. I traveled about 1000 miles to see him for at least one day, I come back home and this is what happens. I've never been so confused in my life and I took many levels of calculus at Purdue.
I've been replaying new year's day in my head over and over. Wondering what it was that I should have seen. I was ready to spend my life with him. WE were ready for each other. I thought I finally found him. What happened, man? You left my head spinning. This isn't fair to me and I deserve an explanation.
Unfortunately for you, I came to my senses and realized that if anyone's stupid enough to leave me, especially that way, then it's for the best. You're right, you won't find anyone better than me.
So with that said, I'm off to put my makeup on, program and launch rockets and set the world ablaze. No girl should get treated this way.
#GIRLCODE

#6449 My goals for this semester:
1: Stop settling for boys that don't want to commit. I deserve commitment. I'm worth it. I rock!
2: Get better grades...I am really smart, and should start acting like it.
3: Make people happy. One of the things that I have noticed is that we, as human beings (generally) work so hard to make ourselves happy, but often forget about others. We all have struggles, and we are all in the same race, the same fight, why not start working together? Help a brother/sister out!
4: Put down the phone! I have become a freaking zombie with my mobile device! Who knows what I am missing because of my Smartphone! Relationships are formed via human interaction, not over the internet!
5: Work on improving my health. I used to love running, and now running two miles is the equivalent to the Bataan Death March for me. My body is one of the only things that I have complete control over, and it is time for me to start appreciating it and making it the best I can be!

Now to quote one of the most influential movies of our childhood, High School Musical, "We are all in this together".

Peace out, Boilermakers

#6448 My boyfriend and I sprayed a can of whipped cream up my hoo-hah. Nomnomnom

#6447 I've hooked up with over 20 girls, over the past year, from going on Christian Mingle. What's my secret? By messaging then and telling them god told me to talk to them.They're usually extremely hesitant to spread their legs open, but when I tell them it's in gods plan they open right up