#9489
#9455 The first time I saw you in my CGT class at 7:30 in the mornings(pain in the ass)and you were wearing a black jacket with a fur hoodie, walking up the stairs. I know, love at first sight may be total bullshit, but felt a lot like love. Nov 8th, the first time, I got the courage to say something to you and got to know that you spent summer at a place, where I lived for 18 years. I felt like I already knew you. We got to talking, met for coffee at Greyhouse and talked a bit more. I started falling for you. I showed her, that I could take care of her. Feb 4th, I asked you to be my girlfriend and you just made me the happiest person ever by accepting it. But today, I no longer have you by my side. We aren't together anymore because I was a liar, was jealous, controlling and I made you feel like you were caged. I promised you that I would improve and all I needed was some time, but I guess you weren't just willing to accept. Your happiness and welfare was all I ever cared for, and we dated for only a month, in my head I felt like I knew you a lifetime.
This one goes out to my bebe!! I loved you like crazy and deep inside, I think I still do and I'm not ready to let you go, but I have to, if it keeps you happy.