Sunday, 31 May 2015 02:47 PM
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Hello darkness my old friend, I've come to speak with you again. Because it's 4 am in the summer, and I don't have a job and my boyfriends gone, and the silence in my brain, still remains, while I search the internet.
Sunday, 31 May 2015 09:19 AM
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Attention students of Northern Arizona
If you get an email or phone call or anything from someone from Young Entrepreneurs Across America, DO NOT follow up with their "management" internship where you can make "upwards of $6K" over the summer. Young Entrepreneurs Across America is actually Student Painters and they are a pyramid scheme type company that preys on college students. It is a total scam and you WILL waste your time and money on this company with nothing to show for it. I made the mistake of doing their internship and worked countless hours in the spring in hopes of running a "successful" business over the summer. But what I didn't realize is they use students to market for them all spring then if you don't have a certain number of sales by the start of summer, they take all your sales and give you NOTHING for all the hours you worked. Plus if you do actually get to open "your business" they take almost half of your hard earned money through a "administration fee." It is a total scam and this company is horrible. Don't be fooled by their enthusiasm and false promises. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
Saturday, 30 May 2015 10:58 PM
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My parents are getting divorced (total adulteress'), my brother is a heroin addict in prison who abandoned his only son, my other brother is a major pot-head delinquent who also abandoned his son, my father wants to leave my mother because she now has full custody of my heroin addict brothers child for the rest of her life, and the rest of my family is following suite, and are absolutely outrageous fucking atrocities of human existence...not to mention that I am recovering from an 8 year eating disorder of anorexia and bulimia (yes I am a male. Oh and fuck, my Moms cancer might be coming back0 .Ya know what though, I still wake my skinny ass up everyday and work a full time job, maintain the Deans List, and have inspired my younger brother to follow his dreams and abstain from substances and this horrible life trend that has been portrayed for him everyday while Im 7 states away at school. So please, shut your fucking mouth because a girl doesn't like you. Oh boo hoo, fuck you bitch ass whining men, I can barely get it up and you don't see me fucking whining, 'oh she doesn't like me'. You chumps are so delusional. Oh and don't even try to relate to this post, you have no fucking idea what Ive seen: suicide, rape, abuse, and drug addiction...and I am so happy and successful for some reason. I know Im not the only one dealing with atrocities, but remember that even in the midst of destitute, you may be the only hope for yourself and others, love who loves and inspire through the darkest depths. I only post this because Ive been quiet for so long and witness others complain about small minded and ignorant events...grow the fuck up, especially if my tales are far beyond anything you can handle. And to those who struggle with me just know I feel and love for you...life is a total and unexpected event of tragic missteps in human progression. However, prevailing is always an option and to overcome such mishaps will be your greatest and most triumphant experience. And Im sorry, I probably sound pretentious and self-proclaimed, although I weep here at my keyboard because the realization of this all has hit me in an instant and I have no one to turn to but my little brother, who for one isn't here and for two, needs me to be the strongest figure in his life...please God, I know Ive been bad, but Ive changed and you fucking know it man. Protect anyone in this or another horrific situation...